Jan 24, 2008 01:40
So... I've been told that I need to find a girl that can "rock my world", sexually speaking. In all my history, I have either been more experianced, on equal footing, or just plain better than my partner... and I have been told that my lack of sexual interest is probably caused by my disillusionment with sex as a concept. Tonight, I had my world fairly rocked, and I didn't even have sex with her. However, this comes as a trade off. I have discovered that most women are just as shallow and self-concerned as most guys (thus... human beings generally suck without regard to their sex).
I haven't wanted to get laid in a long time, because here at college, it is just a matter of going to a party or calling up a friend. Sex means nothing on its own, and so I'm looking for an actual commitment. I have finally mautred enough to admit that to myself (quite a while ago...) but it seems that whereas most girls I had knew during my sex-ploitations wanted a relationship, all the girls I am meeting now just want to get laid.
WTF?! I'm getting used for sex, and I have a problem with that. What is wrong with me?