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last weekend (thursday, friday, AND saturday) was a blast. really fun. just what the doctor ordered. i felt young, happy and carefree.
today i feel bloated, angry, and guilty.
i always have to ride the rollercoaster. hit both sides of the spectrum. laaaame. just let me stay happy!
i spent over 200 dollars today on clothes, shoes, and books for japan. all necessities. i know i need to spend for the big move. but i still feel bad about it. spending tons of money n not making any.
and i know i'll be earning money soon. n i tell myself, you'll live as cheap as possible in japan, n send money back to mom to pay her back the thousands you owe her. but i really don't know how much i'll be spending there per month. blaaaah.
had to vent. n now i plan to go to 24 to get the aggression out of my system. fuck fuck fucking shit money bitch money motherfucker.
a happier entry documenting last weekend soon to come...
today i feel bloated, angry, and guilty.
i always have to ride the rollercoaster. hit both sides of the spectrum. laaaame. just let me stay happy!
i spent over 200 dollars today on clothes, shoes, and books for japan. all necessities. i know i need to spend for the big move. but i still feel bad about it. spending tons of money n not making any.
and i know i'll be earning money soon. n i tell myself, you'll live as cheap as possible in japan, n send money back to mom to pay her back the thousands you owe her. but i really don't know how much i'll be spending there per month. blaaaah.
had to vent. n now i plan to go to 24 to get the aggression out of my system. fuck fuck fucking shit money bitch money motherfucker.
a happier entry documenting last weekend soon to come...