Dec 25, 2005 01:36
Uh…. its Christmas Eve/Christmas morning and so of course I cant and don’t want to go to sleep. I just keep listening to “What’s this.” Which is making me currently VERY SMILEY. And now it’s snowing. I can’t help but think of all the differences and non-differences that there are in the Christmas’s.
I love the nostalgia that Christmas brings me. I remember being “asleep” in my bed just staring at my clock to see when Santa would come. I would check every so often if he had come. Then when he had come, I would tell my parents he had come and wake them up to open gifts before sunrise. I loved that
Now it is different, but I don’t want to be the end of something, I want to start something’s that are new. I want to make things fun so Catera does it with us, so she has a whole new set of stuff to do.
I can’t help but to think that I have had EVERY Christmas in THIS HOUSE in the same place. I can’t even imagine life without it.
I don’t care what you say. Christmas is magical. Anything that makes people decent to their family for an entire day is a miracle. The simple fact that all I want to do right now is wake up tomorrow morning, but I cant because I want it to come too much to sleep!!! And I already have my gift!!!!!!