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I feel as if I'm a 50 year old stuck in a 19 year old's body.
I'd rather stay at home and watch a movie then go out and get drunk.
I'd rather have nachos and beer with a good friend/sister or 3 than go to a crowded party, get trashed, and not remember what I did the night before, or who I spoke to, or who I met.
I've only been legal for 8 months, and already drinking and partying is no fun.
I feel so old. I need something new. However, if I get into nursing (which I really want), it will just reinforce my new life-style of being swamped with work and too tired/too boring to do anything that a normal 19 year old considers to be fun.
Let me explain. This is what I find fun:
- Stayin in and watching a movie with close friends or a lover.
- Working out for hours on end.
- Killing an hour or 3 at Chapter's just cruising around.
- Sitting in a coffee shop, having breakfast by myself and writing in my journal.
- Lying in bed reading until I fall asleep.
- Playing pool and going swimming.
- Rock climbing.
This is what most normal 19 year olds find fun:
- Drinking LOTS.
- Getting drunk LOTS.
- Partying LOTS.
I'm having that damned "quarter life crisis" and I'M NOT EVEN 20 YET.
Am I this boring? I thought that this was supposed to be the "wildest" times of my life, and I'm living through my university years like an old grandma in a 34-26-36 body.
When did I get this old?
Maybe I should join the circus. Well, maybe not. The Red Cross First Aid Provisions Team is a start. Canada Day is an optimal day for accidents. Maybe that will be exciting.
I think I am the most boring person I know.
So, a shout out to EVERYONE: Make me more fun.