i can't get laid in this town without these pointy fucking shoes

[thecaitlinroom]

i was just thinking, i had a chance to do what i've wanted to do for so long. it happend awhile ago. it happend when i was fooled once again, and i was lonely and vulnerable. i didn't do it. i just relized how difficult it was for me, and how easily i could have just gave in. i didn't. i totaly forgot this happend, and at the time, i didn't think much of it for some reason. i suppose i figured there would be more chances, and i wasn't willing to take the risk of getting hurt again. if i did it, i would be so regretful right now. i would have given myself to someone that was just there to get drunk with me and mess around with me. i guess i'm really proud of myself since i know how long and how bad i've been longing for it. ehh.

i'm a senior, and this year will kick ass.