everything is totally falling apart

[thebrontosaurus]

I am in a bad place.
with white walls,
black walls,
and stacks and stacks of newsprint.
there are pictures
there are words
but it can all be burned
or whatever.
my hat wouldnt change color
no one would talk about it,
just talk about themselves.

sometimes i live in a box
or a house or an atmosphere
but i cant speak for everyone.
sometimes i make promises
when i dont say words
but i cant speak to everyone,
roadblocks are funny things.

"it's too big for you,
so i'll keep it to myself."
ok, cool.

on one side of my box,
or my house..
i am alone
otherwise im making a movie.
I'll hold myslef accountable
but I'll let myself down.
I'll let everyone down.