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so its quarter till one in the fucking morning, and after inadvertently fucking shit up for my friends becuase i don't know waht the fuck i want, i try and get some sleep to just forget about it and i can't fucking clear my mind enough to sleep now. this is after sitting around for a fucking half hour trying to find something interesting to do because TV sucks at night and nobody online seems to want to talk and i've already made an ass out of myself to my friends. but then they decide its time to care about me and everything gets even more confusing and shit, and i'm not sure if i really care at all. i just want to sleep and not worry about it.
but i cant so i'm stuck here thinking about it and writing abotu it n my stupid fucking journal
yay
soemtimes i wish i had the balls to go out and find a girl and commit to a relationship. but unfortunatly, i'm matt, so things don't necessarily work that way.
so i'll play my video games and watch my stupid anime and the world will spin on.
i'm sorry for fucking shit up guys, i told myself i wouldn't let it bother me but it did.
but i cant so i'm stuck here thinking about it and writing abotu it n my stupid fucking journal
yay
soemtimes i wish i had the balls to go out and find a girl and commit to a relationship. but unfortunatly, i'm matt, so things don't necessarily work that way.
so i'll play my video games and watch my stupid anime and the world will spin on.
i'm sorry for fucking shit up guys, i told myself i wouldn't let it bother me but it did.