Jan 25, 2005 22:21
today was amazing. sara + ali + alex a. + alex ruff! + sara and her mama + sara some more.
wow i love that girlll <333
and i love tyler <333
tommorow should be awesome chilling w/ margs and savannah =)
my mom flipped out tonight for no reason. and i cried. because this wasnt how i wanted to leave things with her. and we've been SOOO good to each other the past couple weeks --- like total mother-daughter bliss. her reasons for going psycho were that i packed too much and that i made plans for tommorow when that was supposed to be our day together.
but
honestly
she might just be freaking out cuz i'm leaving?! i don't know. but i don't like it one bit. i wish i had a couple more days here though. like leaving saturday would be perfect. but ya know - the sooner the better to eleviate household stress.
tommorow is gonna be fucking crazy -
finish reading
go out and buy new luggage
finish packing/eliminate some clothing
lunch w/ margs
afterschool time w/ savannah
dinner w/ fam
see tyler hopefully for a few min
ahhhh <3 I CAN DO IT.