SHINee Drabbles
Title: Just A Glance
Length: Drabble
Fandom/Characters: Onesided!JongHyun/TaeMin
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: It's a suicide letter.
Once in a while, just once in a while. Smile, no you don’t even have to smile, just glance at me. Let me know, that you have noticed my existence . I love you, with everything in my being. I see everything you do, I know everyone you know. Still, even though I would die for you, not once did you ever glance at me. Is this a curse? Is it my curse, never receiving anything from you? You live next door, you don’t know me anyhow. Every time you bring a girl home and I hear you through the thin walls, my heart breaks a little more. Because how could you ever love me? We’re so different, at the same time so alike. I know your parents died in the same car crash as mine, we were both there too. You protected me, saying everything would be alright. You yourself on the verge to tears, seeing the dead bodies of your parents. Since that day have I watched you. You’re a senior at my school, your homeroom class is 3C, mine 2C. You’re the Captain of the Basketball team, I’m one of your top players. Still not even once do you talk to me, not once did you glance at me. It’s always the Vice Captain who praise me, scolds me, helps me. Girls want me, guys admire me. I have the looks, I have the brain, but I don’t want that. I studied like crazy to become first in school, just to get noticed my you. I train more and harder than any on our Basket team. Do you not see me? Can you not see me? If I try to contract you, one way or another, you walk away. Like you haven’t seen me. It hurts me, you know? I have love letters sent to me everyday. From girls and guys. I would give away every single one away if you just looked at me. I love you more than any girl you banged, more than any guy whom you talked to. I love you so much. Still you never once looked at me.
Goodbye Forever, JongHyun
- TaeMin
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Title: Remember
Length: Drabble
Fandom/Characters: Onew/TaeMin
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: It's a letter.
As I think back at our times together, we’ve actually known each other for a long time, haven’t we? The first time we met. Both small and dirty, you were covered in sand and I in mud. We ran into each other on the playground, colliding with loud screams. We fell down on our butts, crying our eyes out. Our mothers came running, hugging us as we continued crying. The gave us some candy, and we stopped crying. I took your sanded hand with my muddy one, running towards the swings. You sat on one as I started pushing you. For the first time I heard your laugh. Loud and carefree. It filled my small heart with warmth. I smiled big and pushed a little harder making you go higher on the swing. I may not have been conscious about it at the time, but from that day on. I tried to keep that smile on your face, trying to let you laugh like you did, that day on the playground, everyday. It brings me joy to hear it, to see it. You grew, we both did. I started school, while you were still in kinder garden. We saw each other less and less. I didn’t come to the playground anymore and after a year we stopped seeing each other all together. I was sad, because I couldn’t see your smile everyday anymore. Four years passed quickly and you started school. I became your senior, you have no idea how happy I was to see you again. I smiled at you and said hi. You just smiled and bowed like your mother had taught you to. Your big backpack almost falling down on your head in the process. It wasn’t the same smile, that I loved. You didn’t recognize me, I guess you forgot about me in those four years we were separated. I was sad, thinking I wasn’t so important to you as you were to me. I observed you with sad eyes, for the next many years. I graduated from preschool and started high school, looking forward to making new friends and maybe forget you. It wasn’t easy for me, but I moved on. My high School days full of joy and homework. I ended up being second best in my entire school when I graduated. I started college, you totally forgotten. After a year of way to many assignments and no money, I decided to look for a job. I walked past the playground where we met, seeing a boy slumped on a swing looking depressed. Normally I would’ve looked the other way and walked away, but something that day made me stop up and walk towards the boy. I silently approached him, taking in his looks; soft brown hair falling in his eyes, that was staring so intensely at the sand. His school uniform not worn in it’s right form. Same high school as I went to. I sat down on the other swing, trying to get his attention, he didn’t lift his eyes though. I studied his profile. Everything from his jaw, to the curve of his nose. He was beautiful. ‘You know it’s not polite to stare, right?’ I had stared at him in utter surprise. That’s when I noticed the trace of tears on his cheeks. My body acted on it’s own accord, I got up and went behind the swing he was sitting on, I slowly started pushing him, wishing for him to let his worries fly away the higher he got. ‘Welcome back, Hyung’ I heard him mumble, before breaking out in a loud and carefree laugh. I couldn’t help, but smile my biggest smile at the sound. It made my heart warm. ‘I’m back TaeMinnie’ I whispered back to you. Remembering the most important person in my life again. I never let you go since then, and I never will. I live to see and hear that laugh everyday. I love you, TaeMin and I always will.
Love
- JinKi
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Title: A Sad Heart
Length: Drabble
Fandom/Characters: Onsided!JongHyun/Onew
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: Fail depressed
You love her, don’t you? I can see it on the way your eyes flashes when you look at her. She’s our best friend. The three of us always together. ‘Love shall never get in the way of our friendship’ wasn’t that what we promised each other? How come we ended up in this weird threesome dilemma thing then? I never said this to you, but she confessed her feelings for me once. I rejected her. I knew it would hurt you if I accepted. I told her that I already liked someone. Of course she couldn’t understand, since we always told each other everything. I didn’t lie to her though, I really did and still do have someone I like. None of you know. I never planned to tell anyone. If I did, surely you would hate me. She didn’t start crying at my rejection, nor did she get mad. She asked if it was because of our promise. I did nothing, but nod. She smiled at me and turned around, walking away.
Years later, you confessed your love for her. I was there, you had asked me to. I had seen the love grow in her eyes, when she looked at you, instead of me. I knew she would accept your love. I had foreseen it.
Tomorrow the two of you are getting married. You’re becoming Husband and Wife. Mr. and Mrs. Lee. I still haven’t told any of you, whom I have loved for so many years yet. I’ve been on so many blind dates that you guys have tried to match me with, that I would be rich if I got a coin for every one of them. I’ll be your best man tomorrow, I’ll follow her up the aisle giving her away as the father she never had. I’ll say nothing, when it’s asked if anyone has a protest to the marriage. I’d rather break my heart seeing you get married, than loose the both of you. No matter what, Lee JinKi you hold my heart in your hands. Unknowingly.
I’ve loved you for so many years, but I just want to see you happy and the only way to do that is if I give her to you. I will say my full name Kim JongHyun, when I stand in front of you, with her by my side, letting her go to your side. Both of you wearing big smiles as you take each others hands.
Still I’ll never say a word, about who my heart belongs to.
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Title: Kisses & Heartbeats
Length: Drabble
Fandom/Characters: Onew/TaeMin
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: FAAAAAAIL!
We’re five guys in this band. Birth years swinging from 1989 to 1993. We got dancers, rappers and singers. Some are loud, some are quiet. Everyone is unique, but we’re still one. The band is one. No matter how different we are personally, we’re one.
I might not be the oldest and smartest (you are though), I may not sing the best (we have JongHyun Hyung for that), I might not be the one cooking and cleaning (KiBum Hyung, would kill me), and I’m defiantly not the tallest (MinHo Hyung is just way to tall). But I am the youngest, I am the one who dances the best (Well, in some eyes it’s KiBum Hyung). I’ll smile cutely if I’m asked to. I’ll pose sexily if I’m asked to. If you ask me, I’ll do it. So when you asked me to kiss you (of course with a lot of stuttering and red cheeks), I did it, because you asked me to.
I didn’t expect your lips being so soft against mine (like kissing a flower). I didn’t expect to want more (the feeling new to me). I could feel your body tense, when I kissed you with more force, slightly biting your lip. Those lips, I’ve become addicted to them (and already was, just in another way).
I remember the look on your face after I broke the kiss (confused). Your eyes were slightly hooded, your cheeks flushed, your lips red and bruised (even more plump than before). In my eyes never were you more beautiful. You asked me why. I simply shrugged and said it felt right (more right than anything else).
I sometimes corner you, kissing you fiercely (craving), you’ll moan softly in my mouth (the addicting becoming stronger for every sound you let out). I lead a slow dance in our mouths. Afterwards your voice is the most sexy. The way you whimper my name TaeMin, low and husky (breathy).
The others haven’t noticed yet (busy with their own affairs). Though at night, I more often curl myself up in a ball in your bed, than mine. Laying my head on your chest, calming down to the sound of your heartbeat (steady). For every kiss we share, for every touch we have, the more our heartbeats beats in the same rhythm. Like this we fall asleep, a smile on our lips. We always wake up holding hands, fingers laced together, legs entangled, but my head still rests on your chest, listening to our heartbeats in beating as one.
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Okay, I think these are such fail. But I hope they are readable anyway ^^
Length: Drabble
Fandom/Characters: Onesided!JongHyun/TaeMin
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: It's a suicide letter.
Once in a while, just once in a while. Smile, no you don’t even have to smile, just glance at me. Let me know, that you have noticed my existence . I love you, with everything in my being. I see everything you do, I know everyone you know. Still, even though I would die for you, not once did you ever glance at me. Is this a curse? Is it my curse, never receiving anything from you? You live next door, you don’t know me anyhow. Every time you bring a girl home and I hear you through the thin walls, my heart breaks a little more. Because how could you ever love me? We’re so different, at the same time so alike. I know your parents died in the same car crash as mine, we were both there too. You protected me, saying everything would be alright. You yourself on the verge to tears, seeing the dead bodies of your parents. Since that day have I watched you. You’re a senior at my school, your homeroom class is 3C, mine 2C. You’re the Captain of the Basketball team, I’m one of your top players. Still not even once do you talk to me, not once did you glance at me. It’s always the Vice Captain who praise me, scolds me, helps me. Girls want me, guys admire me. I have the looks, I have the brain, but I don’t want that. I studied like crazy to become first in school, just to get noticed my you. I train more and harder than any on our Basket team. Do you not see me? Can you not see me? If I try to contract you, one way or another, you walk away. Like you haven’t seen me. It hurts me, you know? I have love letters sent to me everyday. From girls and guys. I would give away every single one away if you just looked at me. I love you more than any girl you banged, more than any guy whom you talked to. I love you so much. Still you never once looked at me.
Goodbye Forever, JongHyun
- TaeMin
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Title: Remember
Length: Drabble
Fandom/Characters: Onew/TaeMin
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: It's a letter.
As I think back at our times together, we’ve actually known each other for a long time, haven’t we? The first time we met. Both small and dirty, you were covered in sand and I in mud. We ran into each other on the playground, colliding with loud screams. We fell down on our butts, crying our eyes out. Our mothers came running, hugging us as we continued crying. The gave us some candy, and we stopped crying. I took your sanded hand with my muddy one, running towards the swings. You sat on one as I started pushing you. For the first time I heard your laugh. Loud and carefree. It filled my small heart with warmth. I smiled big and pushed a little harder making you go higher on the swing. I may not have been conscious about it at the time, but from that day on. I tried to keep that smile on your face, trying to let you laugh like you did, that day on the playground, everyday. It brings me joy to hear it, to see it. You grew, we both did. I started school, while you were still in kinder garden. We saw each other less and less. I didn’t come to the playground anymore and after a year we stopped seeing each other all together. I was sad, because I couldn’t see your smile everyday anymore. Four years passed quickly and you started school. I became your senior, you have no idea how happy I was to see you again. I smiled at you and said hi. You just smiled and bowed like your mother had taught you to. Your big backpack almost falling down on your head in the process. It wasn’t the same smile, that I loved. You didn’t recognize me, I guess you forgot about me in those four years we were separated. I was sad, thinking I wasn’t so important to you as you were to me. I observed you with sad eyes, for the next many years. I graduated from preschool and started high school, looking forward to making new friends and maybe forget you. It wasn’t easy for me, but I moved on. My high School days full of joy and homework. I ended up being second best in my entire school when I graduated. I started college, you totally forgotten. After a year of way to many assignments and no money, I decided to look for a job. I walked past the playground where we met, seeing a boy slumped on a swing looking depressed. Normally I would’ve looked the other way and walked away, but something that day made me stop up and walk towards the boy. I silently approached him, taking in his looks; soft brown hair falling in his eyes, that was staring so intensely at the sand. His school uniform not worn in it’s right form. Same high school as I went to. I sat down on the other swing, trying to get his attention, he didn’t lift his eyes though. I studied his profile. Everything from his jaw, to the curve of his nose. He was beautiful. ‘You know it’s not polite to stare, right?’ I had stared at him in utter surprise. That’s when I noticed the trace of tears on his cheeks. My body acted on it’s own accord, I got up and went behind the swing he was sitting on, I slowly started pushing him, wishing for him to let his worries fly away the higher he got. ‘Welcome back, Hyung’ I heard him mumble, before breaking out in a loud and carefree laugh. I couldn’t help, but smile my biggest smile at the sound. It made my heart warm. ‘I’m back TaeMinnie’ I whispered back to you. Remembering the most important person in my life again. I never let you go since then, and I never will. I live to see and hear that laugh everyday. I love you, TaeMin and I always will.
Love
- JinKi
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Title: A Sad Heart
Length: Drabble
Fandom/Characters: Onsided!JongHyun/Onew
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: Fail depressed
You love her, don’t you? I can see it on the way your eyes flashes when you look at her. She’s our best friend. The three of us always together. ‘Love shall never get in the way of our friendship’ wasn’t that what we promised each other? How come we ended up in this weird threesome dilemma thing then? I never said this to you, but she confessed her feelings for me once. I rejected her. I knew it would hurt you if I accepted. I told her that I already liked someone. Of course she couldn’t understand, since we always told each other everything. I didn’t lie to her though, I really did and still do have someone I like. None of you know. I never planned to tell anyone. If I did, surely you would hate me. She didn’t start crying at my rejection, nor did she get mad. She asked if it was because of our promise. I did nothing, but nod. She smiled at me and turned around, walking away.
Years later, you confessed your love for her. I was there, you had asked me to. I had seen the love grow in her eyes, when she looked at you, instead of me. I knew she would accept your love. I had foreseen it.
Tomorrow the two of you are getting married. You’re becoming Husband and Wife. Mr. and Mrs. Lee. I still haven’t told any of you, whom I have loved for so many years yet. I’ve been on so many blind dates that you guys have tried to match me with, that I would be rich if I got a coin for every one of them. I’ll be your best man tomorrow, I’ll follow her up the aisle giving her away as the father she never had. I’ll say nothing, when it’s asked if anyone has a protest to the marriage. I’d rather break my heart seeing you get married, than loose the both of you. No matter what, Lee JinKi you hold my heart in your hands. Unknowingly.
I’ve loved you for so many years, but I just want to see you happy and the only way to do that is if I give her to you. I will say my full name Kim JongHyun, when I stand in front of you, with her by my side, letting her go to your side. Both of you wearing big smiles as you take each others hands.
Still I’ll never say a word, about who my heart belongs to.
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Title: Kisses & Heartbeats
Length: Drabble
Fandom/Characters: Onew/TaeMin
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: FAAAAAAIL!
We’re five guys in this band. Birth years swinging from 1989 to 1993. We got dancers, rappers and singers. Some are loud, some are quiet. Everyone is unique, but we’re still one. The band is one. No matter how different we are personally, we’re one.
I might not be the oldest and smartest (you are though), I may not sing the best (we have JongHyun Hyung for that), I might not be the one cooking and cleaning (KiBum Hyung, would kill me), and I’m defiantly not the tallest (MinHo Hyung is just way to tall). But I am the youngest, I am the one who dances the best (Well, in some eyes it’s KiBum Hyung). I’ll smile cutely if I’m asked to. I’ll pose sexily if I’m asked to. If you ask me, I’ll do it. So when you asked me to kiss you (of course with a lot of stuttering and red cheeks), I did it, because you asked me to.
I didn’t expect your lips being so soft against mine (like kissing a flower). I didn’t expect to want more (the feeling new to me). I could feel your body tense, when I kissed you with more force, slightly biting your lip. Those lips, I’ve become addicted to them (and already was, just in another way).
I remember the look on your face after I broke the kiss (confused). Your eyes were slightly hooded, your cheeks flushed, your lips red and bruised (even more plump than before). In my eyes never were you more beautiful. You asked me why. I simply shrugged and said it felt right (more right than anything else).
I sometimes corner you, kissing you fiercely (craving), you’ll moan softly in my mouth (the addicting becoming stronger for every sound you let out). I lead a slow dance in our mouths. Afterwards your voice is the most sexy. The way you whimper my name TaeMin, low and husky (breathy).
The others haven’t noticed yet (busy with their own affairs). Though at night, I more often curl myself up in a ball in your bed, than mine. Laying my head on your chest, calming down to the sound of your heartbeat (steady). For every kiss we share, for every touch we have, the more our heartbeats beats in the same rhythm. Like this we fall asleep, a smile on our lips. We always wake up holding hands, fingers laced together, legs entangled, but my head still rests on your chest, listening to our heartbeats in beating as one.
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Okay, I think these are such fail. But I hope they are readable anyway ^^