The Homophobe Loves A Guy? Chp. 5
Title: The Homophobe loves a guy?
Length: 5/?
Pairing: G-Jay, G-Dragon/JaeBeom (Big Bang/2PM)
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: Porn is mentioned (again)
The feeling of body heat woke him up. He opened his eyes grazing the features of the others face with his eyes. He never though that he would ever get a chance to be this close, this intimate with the younger. Years of dreaming, wishes and sweaty palms, he finally had him.
His. He could call him, his own now right? His Dragon, his feisty little (well, not really little) Dragon. Normally he sleeps in, not wanting to let go of a dream, but now the dream was laying right beside him. He reached out, gently to the sleeping one. He had to make sure, sure it wasn’t just a dream.
The touch of someone grazing his lips, woke him up. Not wanting the other to stop caressing him, he didn’t open his eyes. Once a while he could hear the other sigh. He traveled all the way from Seoul to Seattle. He never thought he would feel this happy. He leaned in to the touch of the other. ‘Saranghae’ escaped his lips, startling the other slightly. The touch never leaving him. Slowly craving for more contact, he leaned in. Their lips meeting in a soft and loving kiss. He’s sure now. Going to Seattle was the best decision, he ever made. He snuggled closer to the older. Both of them not fully used to full body heat yet. Head on the others chest, legs tangled together and hands interviewed. ‘This is the best way to start a day’, the other answered with a slight squeeze of his hand. This really is the best way of starting the day.
They stayed like that for hours, just talking, laughing, enjoying each other, while they can.
“When are you going back?” The older of the two asked, nuzzling the others hair.
They both knew, it couldn’t stay this way forever. The happy bliss would end soon.
“IN two days. Come back with me Jay.” He turned around so he could look at the other. It was a sad topic for them both, though they already knew the answer. Though they already knew, how it would end
“You know I can‘t” Looking in each others eyes, feeling lost in each others souls. Yeah, he knew. He knew, but that doesn’t mean he accept it. Even though all this started his feelings, or the realization of his feelings it didn’t feel right. Jay belonged on stage, belonged next to him.
“If you come back, then let‘s do a duet. I already have an idea to it. Imagine it, us two on stage. Singing, rapping, dancing as one. The fans screaming. Hottest and VIPs together. Wouldn‘t it look good. We could show our ‘friendsship‘. It would a amazing, a beautiful sight.” The older looked at him smiling, just smiling. He never thought a smile could say so much. He settled for the smile, knowing he wouldn’t get anything else out of Jay.
Bella POV
I take out the keys to the apartment opening the door, hoping not to see anything I don’t want to. I slowly enter the bedroom, seeing the two cuddling while watching TV. I look over at the screen.
“What the hell? Jay, I lent you my apartment, taking you crush for how many years with me to you. And what do I see? Two guys cuddling after what I presume is having sex watching STRAIGHT PORN? You guys suck at being gay. And Jay you’ve watched that one like a 1000 times too.”
They stare at me, partly because they first noticed me now, partly because. Well, my outburst.
“YAH! You know I’m not gay. Stop calling me that!” I feel my palm coming in contact with my forehead at Jays remark, seriously.
“You just had sex with a guy. Seriously Jay. What are you then? JiYong sexual? Your name even rhymes with gay. Gay, Jay, hear it?” He just glares at me.
“Hey, it’s your place Bella? I thought it was Jays. It doesn’t look like there lives a girl here.”
“Because JiYong. Half the girly stuff is pink and baby blue. I HATE pink and baby blue. Anyway I wont disturb you guys long. I’m just here to get some clothes.”
Seriously, those two are weird. You just had sex, and you decide on straight porn? At least choose a good one. I can’t see how a guy with his penis sticking up in the middle of a Pizza can turn anyone on. Even less when the girl actually sounds like a horse. It makes no sense at all. People have strange fantasies.
Anyway, the clothes. I have a date tomorrow, so I should go with something pretty. Black is always a hit. So my black dress and my red heals maybe? Or should I go with the purple? Blue, maybe? Aah, fuck it. I’ll just take everything with me. Sara will have to help me.
“What’s up with all the fancy clothes?” I turn around to see that at least Jay has the respect to put on his boxers.
“I‘m going on a blind date tomorrow. Sara set me up with an Asian guy.” I turn around to stuff the clothes in my bag,
“No way! I‘m not letting you go on a blind date! You‘re not old enough yet!” I stare at him. Overprotective much?
“Jay, you do realize that I‘m older than lover boy in there, right?” I nod my head towards the bedroom.
“So what? That‘s different. He‘s a guy and can take care of him self, and he knew me before any of this. You‘re going on a blind date, see big difference.” Boy, you’re stupid aren’t you?
“Have you been living under a rock or what? I‘m not even a virgin anymore and I‘ve dated before.” My answer: “Beeeeeeellaaaaa!! YOU!” and then he just stumps his feet. Only stopping when JiYong comes in and asks what’s going on.
“Bella says she‘s not a virgin anymore and that she has a blind date tomorrow” JiYong looks over at me mildly amused by Jays reaction.
“You know I think, she‘s old enough to take care of herself now” I thank him silently for supporting me.
“Okay, I‘ll let her go. But we are going after you guys! I wont let that creep touch you”
“Sure what ever. Dad -.-” I mock rolling my eyes. Sometimes he’s a pain in the ass. I mouth an apology to JiYong before leaving.
Ji POV
So now I’m going to spend an evening on stalking Bella, when I could’ve spend it with Jay at home. Alone, in bed. Jay you overprotective jerk! WAH! Sheesh, I’m leaving in two days! TWO DAYS! Doesn’t he want to spend sometime with me or what? I knew it, I should’ve just kept my mouth shut. It’s not my problem if she doesn’t get to go on a date. Or maybe I should just tie him to the bed? Uuh, *kinky ideas*
Oh god, I’m actually considering it. I’m crazy. It would be kinda sexy though. Hmm.. Maybe I really should tie him to the bed. I don’t know it he is ready for it like that yet, though. Sheesh, why do you have to be a gay homophobe? It makes it hard for me! Not that I really knew that I was gay. Never really thought about it before. I’ve always been attracted to girls. When I looked at a guy, I always just assumed that the attraction was because of admiration. Like with Jay. I just couldn’t take my eyes of him when the guys played basket. The way his muscles flexed, when he threw the ball. Made my mouth run over with salvia.
I remember the first time I met him. JunSu called and said he wanted us to meet some of his friends from JYP. It had been ages since we last saw him. Not since he left YG. We met up at the café we used to go to. We came a little early, since we had the time that day. Then JunSu came with his friends. There was quite a few. We all said hallo, and introduced ourselves. Then after a little while, two came running in. A tall one, who really could use some help with fashion and a small one, nicely dressed, cap on and everything matching. They were yelling at each other in English when they first came in. The tall one in front of the small one. He saw us and came over to introduce himself, TaecYeon or Taec, he showed a big grin. I looked over at the small one, he was frozen starring at us. Taec let out a sigh and dragged over the small one. He just stood there until Taec gave him a puff in the side. ‘J-Jay Park here’, he whispered looking down. ‘You have to look up to know who’s who, don’t you?’ I said. I saw Taec looking with a strange look at Jay. I got no reaction from Jay, until Taec leaned down and said something in English. So he isn’t from Korea, was my thought. He lifted his head, and Bae started to introduce himself. Jay brightened up at the sound of English. He smiled and I was probably already caught up in him from there. He turned to me, slightly red. I didn’t take notice of it really, he just ran. I introduced myself and smiled a bright smile. He again smiled at the sound of English. I later learned that he was from Seattle and had a hard time adapting to Korea. He couldn’t really talk the language and therefore sometimes he didn’t really say much. I would always try to converse with him in English, but my English at the time was limited. It was actually the reason why, I wanted to learn English. Learn it to perfection. I always felt awkward if I was around him alone, since I thought he would have no interest in talking to me. He always became even more quiet when it was just us two alone in the room. I knew it wasn’t like that with everybody. He got along with Bae just fine. I knew he and Bae went to work out together frequently.
Then when we debuted as Big Bang, and we saw each other less and less. Jay and Bae still went to their work out sessions. That’s how I got my update on the guys mostly. Bae told me that Jays hangul had become better, but he still misunderstood a lot of things and stumbled over words.
One day in the middle of a photoshoot, I got a phone call. I picked it up and heard Jays voice. I was surprised since he never called me before. He sounded panicked. I asked where he was, got my clothes, told Bae I would be right back. He just nodded, knowing that I might not come back. I have the best friend one could ever get. When I came to the park, I saw Jay sitting on the bench with his head in his hands. I patted his shoulder and he looked up at me. Panic evident in his eyes. He started to talk and half way through he stood up starting to pace back on forth in front of the bench. I just listened and looked at him. It was kind of hard to understand what he said. He really didn’t get that much better Bae. It was awkward hangul mixed with some English words. I guess he was really in panic at the moment. He was going to be the leader of six guys. I knew that some of the guys, could be quite a handful and it was a big responsibility. They were wild. I just told him that there was a good reason for them choosing him to the job as the leader. When I finally got him calmed down, something came to my thoughts. He had called me Ji, when he called me on the phone. Something only Bae does normally. ‘One thing though, when did you start calling me Ji instead of GD?’ He shrugged, saying he didn’t know it just came out. ‘Hope it’s okay?’ he asked. I smiled. ‘Nope, I like it. That’s what Bae calls me’ His smile fell faulted for a millisecond, before he asked if I was up to some ice-cream. Since that day we always called each other, if we needed some time off. We used it to complain about our members. I noticed that Jay would always smile a little more when Taecs name was mentioned. Somehow, it made me feel sad.
Under Baes solo activities, I called Jay. I almost never saw Bae during that time and felt sad. I came to Jay, to get comfort from him. I just poured my heart out in front of him. Something I usually only do in front of Bae. Jay hugged me, which was big because I knew he hated skin ship with guys. He just held me, until I became calm.
I guess I always had a crush on Jay. I just first noticed it, when he left me.
So I know this took me a long time to update, but on the last chapter there was one who commented and said that i should 'Write Better', so kinda lost the feeling. But got it back now. I hope this is chapter isn't to boring. and I hope you enjoyed it ^^
Length: 5/?
Pairing: G-Jay, G-Dragon/JaeBeom (Big Bang/2PM)
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: Porn is mentioned (again)
The feeling of body heat woke him up. He opened his eyes grazing the features of the others face with his eyes. He never though that he would ever get a chance to be this close, this intimate with the younger. Years of dreaming, wishes and sweaty palms, he finally had him.
His. He could call him, his own now right? His Dragon, his feisty little (well, not really little) Dragon. Normally he sleeps in, not wanting to let go of a dream, but now the dream was laying right beside him. He reached out, gently to the sleeping one. He had to make sure, sure it wasn’t just a dream.
The touch of someone grazing his lips, woke him up. Not wanting the other to stop caressing him, he didn’t open his eyes. Once a while he could hear the other sigh. He traveled all the way from Seoul to Seattle. He never thought he would feel this happy. He leaned in to the touch of the other. ‘Saranghae’ escaped his lips, startling the other slightly. The touch never leaving him. Slowly craving for more contact, he leaned in. Their lips meeting in a soft and loving kiss. He’s sure now. Going to Seattle was the best decision, he ever made. He snuggled closer to the older. Both of them not fully used to full body heat yet. Head on the others chest, legs tangled together and hands interviewed. ‘This is the best way to start a day’, the other answered with a slight squeeze of his hand. This really is the best way of starting the day.
They stayed like that for hours, just talking, laughing, enjoying each other, while they can.
“When are you going back?” The older of the two asked, nuzzling the others hair.
They both knew, it couldn’t stay this way forever. The happy bliss would end soon.
“IN two days. Come back with me Jay.” He turned around so he could look at the other. It was a sad topic for them both, though they already knew the answer. Though they already knew, how it would end
“You know I can‘t” Looking in each others eyes, feeling lost in each others souls. Yeah, he knew. He knew, but that doesn’t mean he accept it. Even though all this started his feelings, or the realization of his feelings it didn’t feel right. Jay belonged on stage, belonged next to him.
“If you come back, then let‘s do a duet. I already have an idea to it. Imagine it, us two on stage. Singing, rapping, dancing as one. The fans screaming. Hottest and VIPs together. Wouldn‘t it look good. We could show our ‘friendsship‘. It would a amazing, a beautiful sight.” The older looked at him smiling, just smiling. He never thought a smile could say so much. He settled for the smile, knowing he wouldn’t get anything else out of Jay.
Bella POV
I take out the keys to the apartment opening the door, hoping not to see anything I don’t want to. I slowly enter the bedroom, seeing the two cuddling while watching TV. I look over at the screen.
“What the hell? Jay, I lent you my apartment, taking you crush for how many years with me to you. And what do I see? Two guys cuddling after what I presume is having sex watching STRAIGHT PORN? You guys suck at being gay. And Jay you’ve watched that one like a 1000 times too.”
They stare at me, partly because they first noticed me now, partly because. Well, my outburst.
“YAH! You know I’m not gay. Stop calling me that!” I feel my palm coming in contact with my forehead at Jays remark, seriously.
“You just had sex with a guy. Seriously Jay. What are you then? JiYong sexual? Your name even rhymes with gay. Gay, Jay, hear it?” He just glares at me.
“Hey, it’s your place Bella? I thought it was Jays. It doesn’t look like there lives a girl here.”
“Because JiYong. Half the girly stuff is pink and baby blue. I HATE pink and baby blue. Anyway I wont disturb you guys long. I’m just here to get some clothes.”
Seriously, those two are weird. You just had sex, and you decide on straight porn? At least choose a good one. I can’t see how a guy with his penis sticking up in the middle of a Pizza can turn anyone on. Even less when the girl actually sounds like a horse. It makes no sense at all. People have strange fantasies.
Anyway, the clothes. I have a date tomorrow, so I should go with something pretty. Black is always a hit. So my black dress and my red heals maybe? Or should I go with the purple? Blue, maybe? Aah, fuck it. I’ll just take everything with me. Sara will have to help me.
“What’s up with all the fancy clothes?” I turn around to see that at least Jay has the respect to put on his boxers.
“I‘m going on a blind date tomorrow. Sara set me up with an Asian guy.” I turn around to stuff the clothes in my bag,
“No way! I‘m not letting you go on a blind date! You‘re not old enough yet!” I stare at him. Overprotective much?
“Jay, you do realize that I‘m older than lover boy in there, right?” I nod my head towards the bedroom.
“So what? That‘s different. He‘s a guy and can take care of him self, and he knew me before any of this. You‘re going on a blind date, see big difference.” Boy, you’re stupid aren’t you?
“Have you been living under a rock or what? I‘m not even a virgin anymore and I‘ve dated before.” My answer: “Beeeeeeellaaaaa!! YOU!” and then he just stumps his feet. Only stopping when JiYong comes in and asks what’s going on.
“Bella says she‘s not a virgin anymore and that she has a blind date tomorrow” JiYong looks over at me mildly amused by Jays reaction.
“You know I think, she‘s old enough to take care of herself now” I thank him silently for supporting me.
“Okay, I‘ll let her go. But we are going after you guys! I wont let that creep touch you”
“Sure what ever. Dad -.-” I mock rolling my eyes. Sometimes he’s a pain in the ass. I mouth an apology to JiYong before leaving.
Ji POV
So now I’m going to spend an evening on stalking Bella, when I could’ve spend it with Jay at home. Alone, in bed. Jay you overprotective jerk! WAH! Sheesh, I’m leaving in two days! TWO DAYS! Doesn’t he want to spend sometime with me or what? I knew it, I should’ve just kept my mouth shut. It’s not my problem if she doesn’t get to go on a date. Or maybe I should just tie him to the bed? Uuh, *kinky ideas*
Oh god, I’m actually considering it. I’m crazy. It would be kinda sexy though. Hmm.. Maybe I really should tie him to the bed. I don’t know it he is ready for it like that yet, though. Sheesh, why do you have to be a gay homophobe? It makes it hard for me! Not that I really knew that I was gay. Never really thought about it before. I’ve always been attracted to girls. When I looked at a guy, I always just assumed that the attraction was because of admiration. Like with Jay. I just couldn’t take my eyes of him when the guys played basket. The way his muscles flexed, when he threw the ball. Made my mouth run over with salvia.
I remember the first time I met him. JunSu called and said he wanted us to meet some of his friends from JYP. It had been ages since we last saw him. Not since he left YG. We met up at the café we used to go to. We came a little early, since we had the time that day. Then JunSu came with his friends. There was quite a few. We all said hallo, and introduced ourselves. Then after a little while, two came running in. A tall one, who really could use some help with fashion and a small one, nicely dressed, cap on and everything matching. They were yelling at each other in English when they first came in. The tall one in front of the small one. He saw us and came over to introduce himself, TaecYeon or Taec, he showed a big grin. I looked over at the small one, he was frozen starring at us. Taec let out a sigh and dragged over the small one. He just stood there until Taec gave him a puff in the side. ‘J-Jay Park here’, he whispered looking down. ‘You have to look up to know who’s who, don’t you?’ I said. I saw Taec looking with a strange look at Jay. I got no reaction from Jay, until Taec leaned down and said something in English. So he isn’t from Korea, was my thought. He lifted his head, and Bae started to introduce himself. Jay brightened up at the sound of English. He smiled and I was probably already caught up in him from there. He turned to me, slightly red. I didn’t take notice of it really, he just ran. I introduced myself and smiled a bright smile. He again smiled at the sound of English. I later learned that he was from Seattle and had a hard time adapting to Korea. He couldn’t really talk the language and therefore sometimes he didn’t really say much. I would always try to converse with him in English, but my English at the time was limited. It was actually the reason why, I wanted to learn English. Learn it to perfection. I always felt awkward if I was around him alone, since I thought he would have no interest in talking to me. He always became even more quiet when it was just us two alone in the room. I knew it wasn’t like that with everybody. He got along with Bae just fine. I knew he and Bae went to work out together frequently.
Then when we debuted as Big Bang, and we saw each other less and less. Jay and Bae still went to their work out sessions. That’s how I got my update on the guys mostly. Bae told me that Jays hangul had become better, but he still misunderstood a lot of things and stumbled over words.
One day in the middle of a photoshoot, I got a phone call. I picked it up and heard Jays voice. I was surprised since he never called me before. He sounded panicked. I asked where he was, got my clothes, told Bae I would be right back. He just nodded, knowing that I might not come back. I have the best friend one could ever get. When I came to the park, I saw Jay sitting on the bench with his head in his hands. I patted his shoulder and he looked up at me. Panic evident in his eyes. He started to talk and half way through he stood up starting to pace back on forth in front of the bench. I just listened and looked at him. It was kind of hard to understand what he said. He really didn’t get that much better Bae. It was awkward hangul mixed with some English words. I guess he was really in panic at the moment. He was going to be the leader of six guys. I knew that some of the guys, could be quite a handful and it was a big responsibility. They were wild. I just told him that there was a good reason for them choosing him to the job as the leader. When I finally got him calmed down, something came to my thoughts. He had called me Ji, when he called me on the phone. Something only Bae does normally. ‘One thing though, when did you start calling me Ji instead of GD?’ He shrugged, saying he didn’t know it just came out. ‘Hope it’s okay?’ he asked. I smiled. ‘Nope, I like it. That’s what Bae calls me’ His smile fell faulted for a millisecond, before he asked if I was up to some ice-cream. Since that day we always called each other, if we needed some time off. We used it to complain about our members. I noticed that Jay would always smile a little more when Taecs name was mentioned. Somehow, it made me feel sad.
Under Baes solo activities, I called Jay. I almost never saw Bae during that time and felt sad. I came to Jay, to get comfort from him. I just poured my heart out in front of him. Something I usually only do in front of Bae. Jay hugged me, which was big because I knew he hated skin ship with guys. He just held me, until I became calm.
I guess I always had a crush on Jay. I just first noticed it, when he left me.
So I know this took me a long time to update, but on the last chapter there was one who commented and said that i should 'Write Better', so kinda lost the feeling. But got it back now. I hope this is chapter isn't to boring. and I hope you enjoyed it ^^