Observing can hurt
Title: Observing can hurt
Length: Oneshot
Pairing: KiBum/HeeChul HeeChul/TaeMin (Onesided I think)
Genre: Angst?
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: Mentions homosexual sex and curse words.
HeeChul loved the way he looked. He didn’t hide that fact and was well known for it.
That’s why every time he looks at him. That guy that looks like him, just ten years younger. He can’t help thinking dirty thoughts. Imagining if the kid even has the same facial expressions as him during sex. Wondering if the sounds that would come out would be similar.
HeeChul had watched himself plenty of times on tape. He was lucky that KiBum didn’t mind being filmed during sex. He was also lucky KiBum didn’t mind threesomes. Well, of course the person has to be hot, gay and approved by HeeChul. TaeMin was all three, HeeChul wasn’t sure of the gay one, but if not he would make sure to turn him gay. Because no one can resist HeeChul
The only problem facing HeeChul is that annoying fact, that TaeMin is underage. HeeChul cursed the Korean law, that made TaeMin underage. Not that HeeChul felt like he actually had to obey the law. He was HeeChul after all. It was more KiBum he thought would have a problem with it. KiBum wouldn’t normally stand against HeeChuls choice to a third partner, but this is the first time he wants to suggest one that is underage.
Maybe he should just forget about a threesome and go with only he and TaeMin.
I’ll go with the last one was his thought. KiBum just took to much time convincing, plus the guy was rarely home. HeeChul saw him once or trice a week. That made HeeChul lonely and horny. Of course HeeChul misses him, but fuck right now he either has to get fucked or get to fuck someone.
He had already tried most of his members. They were no fun. Epik High done, a five some is to much. He and KiBum had agreed on that. DBSK was in Japan . They were always up to it though and they knew how not to get boring. That band is kinky, HeeChul thought to himself. His friendship with HongKi is to precious to ruin with sex. 2PM, 2AM and Big Bang. Well, he’ll get to them somehow, someday. They were pretty hot after all.
But right now, HeeChul only lusted for that pretty guy, ten years younger than him. The rest of SHINee could wait.
The doorbell rang and HeeChul chose to answer it, since he was the only one home. He had pretended to be sick to get of from practice today.
He opened the door and saw TaeMin standing outside. Convenient, he thought.
“Hyung, can I come in? I want to talk to you.” That kinda took HeeChul by surprise. It didn’t show on his face though. He moved a side and let his Dongsaeng in. TaeMin went in and dumped down on the couch.
“Don‘t you have schedule today? - and how did you know I was home?” He was curious. Who wouldn’t be?
“We ended early today and your members said you were home. Sick” TaeMin looked at him, smirking. Where did he learn that? It’s disrespectful.
“Even though it doesn‘t look that way. By the way they told me that they first will be back tomorrow. Sleeping in the company.” HeeChul just nodded and sat down beside TaeMin, who was now sitting with spread legs and his arms leaning on them. He looks so masculine right now, he reminds me of KiBum. HeeChul thought.
“So what did you want to talk to me about?”
“You know Hyung? I‘m not blind like the others. I can see it.” HeeChul stared at the younger one with big eyes, He had no clue what TaeMin was talking about.
“I see your loneliness. I can see how much you miss him. That‘s the reason why called in sick today, wasn‘t it?” One. How did this kid know about him and KiBum? Two. How do he get out of this?
“Who are you talking about?” TaeMin raised his head and turned to HeeChul with big eyes filled with frustration.
“Don‘t play dumb. I may be young, but I‘m not stupid or blind. I‘ve known about you and KiBum for a long time now.” Okay, HeeChul agreed with himself that this was creepy. Not even all of his band members knew about their relationship.
HeeChul stare turns cold.
“How do you know about that?”
“I observe you, when almost constantly watch someone, you notice a lot of interesting things. Like a kiss stolen quickly while others is looking the other way. Some fingers holding on to each other. I notice these things.” Was this kid stalking him? HeeChul was beginning to feel a little scared now. The intense stare TaeMin sent him almost made him shiver.
“And why do you observe me, boy?” HeeChul do not show when he’s scared.
“Because I love you” was the plain answer he received. It shocked HeeChul and he stared at the younger boy, for once HeeChuls mouth was chained.
“And it makes me sad, watching the person I love all down and alone. I would do anything to make you happy again. But I know only KiBum being around would make you truly happy.” TaeMins eyes were slowly tearing up and his hands were starting to fumble with each other. HeeChul could feel his dongsaengs nerves. Even though that HeeChul sometimes has a hard time showing his affection towards people, he could not stand watching this boys sadness. He pulled TaeMin in for a hug and started to comfort the younger one.
TaeMin broke down crying, as he felt his Hyungs arms around him, holding him, soothing him. He couldn’t hold up the cool image he had hoped for.
“Shh.. It‘s okay, don‘t worry. Everything will be okay” HeeChul whispered against TaeMins soft hair. HeeChul knew that his original plan was a bad idea, and decided to drop it as tears started to come to his eyes as well. TaeMin was right, he misses KiBum so fucking much, his caress after sex, the feel of his soft lips against his forehead. His smile, his laugh. The way he would ignore HeeChul and the n laugh when HeeChul through his pillow after him yelling ‘YAH!’
HeeChuls tears was now dropping down on TaeMins hair, silently. The boy under him still sobbing like crazy. TaeMin was holding a strong grip on HeeChuls shirts, never wanting to let go.
HeeChul pulled his head away and used his left hand to raise TaeMins head. TaeMin looked at him with those big eyes, still spilling tears and tear stained cheeks. His face completely swollen. HeeChul knew he looked the same. He cupped TaeMins face with his hands and slowly closed the space between them. TaeMin could feel his Hyungs soft lips on his own. It was a short kiss, but TaeMin could feel it’s meaning. It was a kiss filled with sadness and guilt. His Hyung was saying sorry, since he couldn’t return his feelings. TaeMin looked at HeeChul smiling a weak smile and HeeChul smiled a weak smile back, while pulling TaeMin into a new hug. They remained this way and slowly could they both feel their eyes close.
KiBum came home after a long day of practice and shooting. He went into the living room and found HeeChul sleeping while holding TaeMin on the couch.
“He‘s going to be a great dad someday” KiBum smiled at his thought, before he tugged a duvet around the two and gave them a kiss on the forehead as goodnight.
Okay, I don't know how it ended like that. It was mostly writing it self. Couldn't sleep yesterday, probably because of my exam today. (Got a B, I think) But I wrote the ending at about 3 am.
Hope it's okay, not to confusing and that you might enjoy this ^^
Length: Oneshot
Pairing: KiBum/HeeChul HeeChul/TaeMin (Onesided I think)
Genre: Angst?
Author: TheBlobMaster ^^
Warning: Mentions homosexual sex and curse words.
HeeChul loved the way he looked. He didn’t hide that fact and was well known for it.
That’s why every time he looks at him. That guy that looks like him, just ten years younger. He can’t help thinking dirty thoughts. Imagining if the kid even has the same facial expressions as him during sex. Wondering if the sounds that would come out would be similar.
HeeChul had watched himself plenty of times on tape. He was lucky that KiBum didn’t mind being filmed during sex. He was also lucky KiBum didn’t mind threesomes. Well, of course the person has to be hot, gay and approved by HeeChul. TaeMin was all three, HeeChul wasn’t sure of the gay one, but if not he would make sure to turn him gay. Because no one can resist HeeChul
The only problem facing HeeChul is that annoying fact, that TaeMin is underage. HeeChul cursed the Korean law, that made TaeMin underage. Not that HeeChul felt like he actually had to obey the law. He was HeeChul after all. It was more KiBum he thought would have a problem with it. KiBum wouldn’t normally stand against HeeChuls choice to a third partner, but this is the first time he wants to suggest one that is underage.
Maybe he should just forget about a threesome and go with only he and TaeMin.
I’ll go with the last one was his thought. KiBum just took to much time convincing, plus the guy was rarely home. HeeChul saw him once or trice a week. That made HeeChul lonely and horny. Of course HeeChul misses him, but fuck right now he either has to get fucked or get to fuck someone.
He had already tried most of his members. They were no fun. Epik High done, a five some is to much. He and KiBum had agreed on that. DBSK was in Japan . They were always up to it though and they knew how not to get boring. That band is kinky, HeeChul thought to himself. His friendship with HongKi is to precious to ruin with sex. 2PM, 2AM and Big Bang. Well, he’ll get to them somehow, someday. They were pretty hot after all.
But right now, HeeChul only lusted for that pretty guy, ten years younger than him. The rest of SHINee could wait.
The doorbell rang and HeeChul chose to answer it, since he was the only one home. He had pretended to be sick to get of from practice today.
He opened the door and saw TaeMin standing outside. Convenient, he thought.
“Hyung, can I come in? I want to talk to you.” That kinda took HeeChul by surprise. It didn’t show on his face though. He moved a side and let his Dongsaeng in. TaeMin went in and dumped down on the couch.
“Don‘t you have schedule today? - and how did you know I was home?” He was curious. Who wouldn’t be?
“We ended early today and your members said you were home. Sick” TaeMin looked at him, smirking. Where did he learn that? It’s disrespectful.
“Even though it doesn‘t look that way. By the way they told me that they first will be back tomorrow. Sleeping in the company.” HeeChul just nodded and sat down beside TaeMin, who was now sitting with spread legs and his arms leaning on them. He looks so masculine right now, he reminds me of KiBum. HeeChul thought.
“So what did you want to talk to me about?”
“You know Hyung? I‘m not blind like the others. I can see it.” HeeChul stared at the younger one with big eyes, He had no clue what TaeMin was talking about.
“I see your loneliness. I can see how much you miss him. That‘s the reason why called in sick today, wasn‘t it?” One. How did this kid know about him and KiBum? Two. How do he get out of this?
“Who are you talking about?” TaeMin raised his head and turned to HeeChul with big eyes filled with frustration.
“Don‘t play dumb. I may be young, but I‘m not stupid or blind. I‘ve known about you and KiBum for a long time now.” Okay, HeeChul agreed with himself that this was creepy. Not even all of his band members knew about their relationship.
HeeChul stare turns cold.
“How do you know about that?”
“I observe you, when almost constantly watch someone, you notice a lot of interesting things. Like a kiss stolen quickly while others is looking the other way. Some fingers holding on to each other. I notice these things.” Was this kid stalking him? HeeChul was beginning to feel a little scared now. The intense stare TaeMin sent him almost made him shiver.
“And why do you observe me, boy?” HeeChul do not show when he’s scared.
“Because I love you” was the plain answer he received. It shocked HeeChul and he stared at the younger boy, for once HeeChuls mouth was chained.
“And it makes me sad, watching the person I love all down and alone. I would do anything to make you happy again. But I know only KiBum being around would make you truly happy.” TaeMins eyes were slowly tearing up and his hands were starting to fumble with each other. HeeChul could feel his dongsaengs nerves. Even though that HeeChul sometimes has a hard time showing his affection towards people, he could not stand watching this boys sadness. He pulled TaeMin in for a hug and started to comfort the younger one.
TaeMin broke down crying, as he felt his Hyungs arms around him, holding him, soothing him. He couldn’t hold up the cool image he had hoped for.
“Shh.. It‘s okay, don‘t worry. Everything will be okay” HeeChul whispered against TaeMins soft hair. HeeChul knew that his original plan was a bad idea, and decided to drop it as tears started to come to his eyes as well. TaeMin was right, he misses KiBum so fucking much, his caress after sex, the feel of his soft lips against his forehead. His smile, his laugh. The way he would ignore HeeChul and the n laugh when HeeChul through his pillow after him yelling ‘YAH!’
HeeChuls tears was now dropping down on TaeMins hair, silently. The boy under him still sobbing like crazy. TaeMin was holding a strong grip on HeeChuls shirts, never wanting to let go.
HeeChul pulled his head away and used his left hand to raise TaeMins head. TaeMin looked at him with those big eyes, still spilling tears and tear stained cheeks. His face completely swollen. HeeChul knew he looked the same. He cupped TaeMins face with his hands and slowly closed the space between them. TaeMin could feel his Hyungs soft lips on his own. It was a short kiss, but TaeMin could feel it’s meaning. It was a kiss filled with sadness and guilt. His Hyung was saying sorry, since he couldn’t return his feelings. TaeMin looked at HeeChul smiling a weak smile and HeeChul smiled a weak smile back, while pulling TaeMin into a new hug. They remained this way and slowly could they both feel their eyes close.
KiBum came home after a long day of practice and shooting. He went into the living room and found HeeChul sleeping while holding TaeMin on the couch.
“He‘s going to be a great dad someday” KiBum smiled at his thought, before he tugged a duvet around the two and gave them a kiss on the forehead as goodnight.
Okay, I don't know how it ended like that. It was mostly writing it self. Couldn't sleep yesterday, probably because of my exam today. (Got a B, I think) But I wrote the ending at about 3 am.
Hope it's okay, not to confusing and that you might enjoy this ^^