New Year whee
Starting off 2011 with a head cold. Blah. Don't get head colds very often, but ugh have I got one now.
And feeling under appreciated with various things.
I'm enjoying playing at the new RP. I can kinda come and go and s'all good, I'm not known as the mod, or the person who should know everything so everyone asks (Mostly about other players. I miss so and so, do you know where they are - then convo stops). I'm just...Lily. And people want t'talk to me as that. So it's nice to be appreciated as me. I haven't gotten that in a long time. It's nice when people look forward to seeing you, and not what you can do or answer for them. Blah stupid modding. All I've gotten is bad stuff and stress from it. *flails*
Been doing more the real life thing. Spending time with the husband, with family, with friends. Things I think I neglected a bit in 2010.
Also think I figured out the issue with Vincent. Now I just need to get my head not foggy in order to work on it. 2011 is the year I'm going to finish Vincent dang it. It's seriously half way there. I think this last thing I'm figuring out is the last set back.
No more RPing as much as I did this last year. It's not good/healthy. Save for tabletop. Need to do more of that. XD hehe.
Erica painted this really beautiful water color painting of Jack. She also gave me a mug with hot cocoa. It's good to have friends that care about you. And the painting...that just means a lot, to both me and miguel.
Anyway, back to delusionally dying on the couch.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM! (Irony, I hate ham. lol)
And feeling under appreciated with various things.
I'm enjoying playing at the new RP. I can kinda come and go and s'all good, I'm not known as the mod, or the person who should know everything so everyone asks (Mostly about other players. I miss so and so, do you know where they are - then convo stops). I'm just...Lily. And people want t'talk to me as that. So it's nice to be appreciated as me. I haven't gotten that in a long time. It's nice when people look forward to seeing you, and not what you can do or answer for them. Blah stupid modding. All I've gotten is bad stuff and stress from it. *flails*
Been doing more the real life thing. Spending time with the husband, with family, with friends. Things I think I neglected a bit in 2010.
Also think I figured out the issue with Vincent. Now I just need to get my head not foggy in order to work on it. 2011 is the year I'm going to finish Vincent dang it. It's seriously half way there. I think this last thing I'm figuring out is the last set back.
No more RPing as much as I did this last year. It's not good/healthy. Save for tabletop. Need to do more of that. XD hehe.
Erica painted this really beautiful water color painting of Jack. She also gave me a mug with hot cocoa. It's good to have friends that care about you. And the painting...that just means a lot, to both me and miguel.
Anyway, back to delusionally dying on the couch.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM! (Irony, I hate ham. lol)