longest entry ever? mhm
oh boy, shake it up. shakeitupbaby.
so he's back with her and i'm okay, i wasnt at first.
i won't cry for him though i was shocked. ha so
we're back to being friends, i' m upset that he was
the one who knew, who i've been hurt by, and how many times
he knew everything and he turned out to be just like the rest.
That night i went to a party with the mahopac boys
in somers...it was HUGE. we didn't really see them
much though it was fun, i liked the people there.
we got along. then this kid kevin and jeff were awesssome
and we played soo much pong on the coolest table!
it lit up different colors! as i was leaving kevin kissed
me which was cute...i guess, i dont really like him
like that, he has my number though so whoo knows.
on thursday me, kristin& amanda went all over
CT prom dress shopping which was super :)
i love them. i think i found my dress. i love it.
we went back to amandas and got CRUNK
and went on a roadd trip to a&p and it was so
much fun to be with them again :)
last night i went to john's party& it was us 3, like
the old days. and just like the old days, old loves never die.
jamie and me talked about alot. i started to cry to him.
i don't want to be the other girl. and i wont be her.
nobody deserves to be hurt like that. me and jamie
played pong together haha and ultimatley it wasn't horrible
i felt like by talking with him i got so much off my chest.
i told him about how i made sure i didnt see him for so
long and everything. he told me he remembered how it
used to be, how we used to drive around, windows down,
singing to the music.
"your not just another girl."
"i am just another girl, you will meet a hundred other girls that are just like me."
"mel, you're beautiful, and kind and caring and funny, you aren't just another girl.
please understand that."
augh why do guys put me in the worst situations possible?
so he's back with her and i'm okay, i wasnt at first.
i won't cry for him though i was shocked. ha so
we're back to being friends, i' m upset that he was
the one who knew, who i've been hurt by, and how many times
he knew everything and he turned out to be just like the rest.
That night i went to a party with the mahopac boys
in somers...it was HUGE. we didn't really see them
much though it was fun, i liked the people there.
we got along. then this kid kevin and jeff were awesssome
and we played soo much pong on the coolest table!
it lit up different colors! as i was leaving kevin kissed
me which was cute...i guess, i dont really like him
like that, he has my number though so whoo knows.
on thursday me, kristin& amanda went all over
CT prom dress shopping which was super :)
i love them. i think i found my dress. i love it.
we went back to amandas and got CRUNK
and went on a roadd trip to a&p and it was so
much fun to be with them again :)
last night i went to john's party& it was us 3, like
the old days. and just like the old days, old loves never die.
jamie and me talked about alot. i started to cry to him.
i don't want to be the other girl. and i wont be her.
nobody deserves to be hurt like that. me and jamie
played pong together haha and ultimatley it wasn't horrible
i felt like by talking with him i got so much off my chest.
i told him about how i made sure i didnt see him for so
long and everything. he told me he remembered how it
used to be, how we used to drive around, windows down,
singing to the music.
"your not just another girl."
"i am just another girl, you will meet a hundred other girls that are just like me."
"mel, you're beautiful, and kind and caring and funny, you aren't just another girl.
please understand that."
augh why do guys put me in the worst situations possible?