Dec 23, 2009 00:58
You know what I want for Christmas? I want everyone to stop fighting, even if it's just for a day. It would be nice, you know? Just to be able to relax and not worry. It's...probably not going to happen but...
[A forced laugh]
At least I'll be able to spend time with my friends and...my family, right? It'll be even better since we'll be spending it together this year. Speaking of my family, I have something to ask them before I forget again! Kou, Ahiru, what do you two want for Christmas? I meant to ask sooner but some things got in the way and...
Oh, blast it all I'll just ask everyone.
Hey, Mayfield, I'm in the mood for some baking. Would you all like a plate of cookies? I promise they'll be delicious, made with loads of Christmas cheer.
[Silence.]
Well, I guess that's it then.
[She hangs up the phone and tries to preoccupy herself with little things around the house. But It's quiet, which makes her uneasy. So instead, she decides to wander outside, just...flopping onto her lawn. Completely unarmed. She refuses to board up her house and be scared. She refuses to show weakness. And, in her opinion, carrying a weapon around is showing weakness. It makes her look like she's scared or expecting something to happen at any moment. Which she's not. Because, she wants to keep hoping that the whole war mess will just go away.
It hasn't yet, but that doesn't mean she has to sink into madness like everyone else.]