hi
so whatup G's. havent updated in a assload of a time. shit son im
sorry,fucking an Man. well today is tuesday june 28th im leaving for
atlanta tommorow which i should greatly be excited about but strangly
im not. i mean yeah i am but not as i usally am. ive been watching
shitty mtv and see all these faggot couples and im like dam i want
thgat shit, but fuck i keep saying no point of having a g/f during hs.
i just want what you see on tv, those stupid fucking movies with the
shitty fucking sappy ending where they fall in love or you know. i know
you have seem them. i dunno i guess shit will fall into place when its
time, i suspose or ill just end up misserable, i know its becuase of
the glasses and the goate and the in-lined up chops and shit and i
would like to shave them to try to get ladies to be like "wow hes cute"
but then i just say fuck it thats gay. i like having these and i
shouldent have to change myself to get someone. ive had g/f's in the
past which i dont want to bring up, haha which was a big mistake,but i
duinno i dont want to say that. i guess i just miss that feeling of
being wanted or loved or even like noticed i know i sound like a winny
lil cunt right now but oh well its livejournal nobody reads this shit.
i hope but as long as im goin to whine mine as well spill my guts,which
actually i did. the feeling of being wanted or loved.
i dont get it i suck around girls my palms get all sweaty and im a douce bag and i get all nervous,but some ladies like that., haaaa. i dont say anything but the night with that one person was awsome the sketchy sit in her car was pretty awsome just sitting there talking, i wish we did more stuff togher but im such a lil weeny bag to hang with her. im a dumb cunt i guess haha im not really cutting myself any slack here but i shouldent.i just hate going places and seeing ppl happy with there other just makes me feel dam why cant i have that. but i dunno someday it will come.
thats all ill write again when i get back so LONG FUCK ASS"S
peace fuckin gansta's.
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i dont get it i suck around girls my palms get all sweaty and im a douce bag and i get all nervous,but some ladies like that., haaaa. i dont say anything but the night with that one person was awsome the sketchy sit in her car was pretty awsome just sitting there talking, i wish we did more stuff togher but im such a lil weeny bag to hang with her. im a dumb cunt i guess haha im not really cutting myself any slack here but i shouldent.i just hate going places and seeing ppl happy with there other just makes me feel dam why cant i have that. but i dunno someday it will come.
thats all ill write again when i get back so LONG FUCK ASS"S
peace fuckin gansta's.
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