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So, Livejournal...
The kittens (too cute to take just one) are actually named Roland and Bama. One's easy, the other mildly obscure, but they come from the same place. There's a gas leak at the shop and I feel just a tiny bit light-headed. Things are on track, though. Festival prep is gearing up now, what a long, strange trip it's sure to be. Now if I could just ( Read more... ) -
Frosted
Long days. Short nights. Not enough time to do all of the things I want to do. But, oh, the fringe benefits ( Read more... ) -
...with my own blood in my mouth.
Need to learn to forget dreams on waking, or not take them to mean anything. This morning's pointless images of running, piggy-backed through my home town trying to hold onto something I shouldn't chased me to waking, whereupon I realized that things aren't like that, and I don't want them to be. It was the festival, in all likelihood, more than ( Read more... ) -
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I was embarrassed by the foolishness that struck me last month, the idle mess I made of myself. -
Finding Footing
Coming back from a momentary lapse into utter folly, and finding myself fallen into something like perfection. She's invaded my everything and I wouldn't have it any other way. Day 6 and I can't stand that there's so much distance, but where she's gone...oh, my. Hours fly by, bourbon and Battlestar and intertwined, making everything that's come ( Read more... ) -
Turning pages.
Yep. This is it. Might have thought about turning back, but no, that would have been silly. This is gonna be something amazing. Who care's what kind of choice this is, it's mine. I am thankful. I am blessed. I am ready to sleep. -
What's all this shaking?
Hadn't I cut this off? Gotta get the root, kiddo, otherwise it always grows back. Ah, that's it. But wait, there's more! Presented with two incredibly appealing options, one sensible, one insane, of course I go in the insane direction. The price is high, but my oh my, the dividends. Lying on the floor at four in the morning, shaken and shaking, ( Read more... ) -
Sleeping with voodoo dolls...
...or is it just whiskey? Oh ho ho. Not so careful when I'm in your arms, my friend. That's what it is, right, what we decided? Cutting quite deep lately, these life-changing, earthquaking times. I may not be the bastard son of earth and fire anymore, may not be falling down a mountain, but dead or alive, I'm still in the middle of things. The ( Read more... ) -
This is inevitable.
So...feeling not-so-19 all of a sudden. There's call to wonder why, albeit not too much. Eventual, but not 19. We'll say this is a good thing, dod-a-chak, and hold onto that for as long as we can. Much to do in every element of life right now, still job-hunting, still otherwise-hunting (strangely, unusually within my own age-bracket?), still ( Read more... ) -
Ladies and Gentlemen, do not be alarmed by the sudden darkness...
Feeling a little misunderstood this morning, a little hard to see, but all for the best as always. There are mistakes I'm willing to make, the best things in life, the experiences that make it worth living all carry barbs you just have to be ready to take as you fall into, well, whatever it is that gets your motor running. The question of the day, ( Read more... )