Hey

May 09, 2008 23:54

Hey Folks
 Time for a change!   New livejournal.  College is over to this is my post college ranting livejournal. Time to start a new chapter in my life as anothrer one closes.

Things I am going to miss at NEC
*The awesome events that  Student Entertainment Committee  puts on
*  My friends
*Being in CTE and Student Entertainment Committee
*Going to sports games
Things  I am not going to miss at NEC
*Drama that was unnecessary
* 3:30 am fire alarms
*The  food at  Gilmore (though there were some high points)

This year has certainly had it's ups and downs. I leanred a lot inside and outside the classroom through out my four years at NEC... this year especially. Let me elaborate.
If most of you recall  I went through  a relative rough spot with one of my coworkers from the Barn Playhouse last summer. I  am not going to mention his name here because  he probably won't appreciate me talking about him in   my livejournal very much,   Not that i am saying anything particulary slanderous about him... slander is just not they way that I do things.    I blamed a lot of stuff on myself that I shouldn't have blamed on myself.  I've relaized where my mistakes were and have learned from them. I want him to relaize this somehow though he hasn't spoken to me since November.  I am over the whole situation that happened between us because it was mostly just a big over reaction on my part.  I've moved on.. he may have done it faster than I have..  I don't know what took me so long. It was proably because I was so afraid of losing my friendship with him. I still regret what I have done but   i am for the most part over it.

Anyway,,, so what's next for me?  I don't exactly know. I'm in the process of trying to figure that out. There is so much  I want to do.  So many different avenues  I can go down.

For now though  I  have to get some sleep.  Long day ahead tomorrow
Love
Janine
Next post
Up