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This is the latest I've stayed up in a while.
I did'nt work tonight - I went in to work, and they told me to go home because there were too many servers on the floor.
I'm getting a bit anxious about vacation, so I welcomed the oportunity to not work since I've been working so much already.
Then I realized I can't afford to do that - and I had to slap myself...
I don't work tomorrow morning - not for lack of trying to pick up shifts. But I work tomorrow night, and I'm trying to pick up Friday night still.
If I do that I'll feel better about vacation.
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I've been worried about moving into my apartment and not having lovely things.
But talking with a friend today made me realize that I don't need new furnishings and such - the things I already own make my living spaces look luxurious.
My apartment will be furnished.
I keep thinking about my apartment; kicking myself for not doing silly things like turning on all the faucets and making sure water pressure and temperature was good. For not really taking the time to gage whether or not the two windows in the apartment were really enough light. For not taking any measurments of the space. I don't know how many laundry machines there are in the building, how many apartments share each laundry thing. Why didn't I look for an apartment with a pool and a gym? Am I sure there's enough space? I keep remembering the apartment as much bigger - and I'm going to walk in on the 27th and be sorely disappointed.
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I love my new car.
It's the only thing I own.
I went out and just sat in it the first night I officially owned it.
I sat in my car and thought to myself "I could pack up my clothes and things and just drive away, I can live out of my car, this is MY car" It was wonderfully comforting.
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I'm going on vacation in 52 hours! I can't wait.
I bought a couple of swimsuits, and a cute new skirt, and I can't WAIT for Vacation!
I did'nt work tonight - I went in to work, and they told me to go home because there were too many servers on the floor.
I'm getting a bit anxious about vacation, so I welcomed the oportunity to not work since I've been working so much already.
Then I realized I can't afford to do that - and I had to slap myself...
I don't work tomorrow morning - not for lack of trying to pick up shifts. But I work tomorrow night, and I'm trying to pick up Friday night still.
If I do that I'll feel better about vacation.
__________
I've been worried about moving into my apartment and not having lovely things.
But talking with a friend today made me realize that I don't need new furnishings and such - the things I already own make my living spaces look luxurious.
My apartment will be furnished.
I keep thinking about my apartment; kicking myself for not doing silly things like turning on all the faucets and making sure water pressure and temperature was good. For not really taking the time to gage whether or not the two windows in the apartment were really enough light. For not taking any measurments of the space. I don't know how many laundry machines there are in the building, how many apartments share each laundry thing. Why didn't I look for an apartment with a pool and a gym? Am I sure there's enough space? I keep remembering the apartment as much bigger - and I'm going to walk in on the 27th and be sorely disappointed.
__________
I love my new car.
It's the only thing I own.
I went out and just sat in it the first night I officially owned it.
I sat in my car and thought to myself "I could pack up my clothes and things and just drive away, I can live out of my car, this is MY car" It was wonderfully comforting.
__________
I'm going on vacation in 52 hours! I can't wait.
I bought a couple of swimsuits, and a cute new skirt, and I can't WAIT for Vacation!