empathy...
ok, so lately i've been in this strange almost spiritual place, and its getting worse or better or something. so i always joked that roni and i had some sort of psychic connection cuz we would call eachother at the same time, like getting buisy signals cuz we were both dialing, or be picking up my phone to call as it started to ring in my hand. but lately i've had this wierd empathy thing going on. its mostly emotional, but, i don't know. i can't be around people who are upset without crying. and this evening i just hurt and thought of bunny. but it happened at the same time, and i know that i knew what was going on and all that, but its haappened before without knowing, and i don't know. i feel lost, and kinda shitty right now. i woke up last night crying, and now i wish i'd checked the time... but anyway, i can't wait to be in santa cruz, fremont is getting to me. night is getting to me. i've been feeling helpless, because i can't be with those i care about as they hurt. and i know i wont be able to see roni as much, and that sucks, but i think once she gets out of her house she should be better. bunny, once i find a ride, come with me to ren faire. anyway, thats all. bunny, as soon as i find out when i'm moving, i'll try to see you before santa cruz.