i should be sleeping
um, i have to be up early... but i donno. i feel so erg, everywhere. i have been in a strangely spiritual mood. its weird, cuz it hasn't actually been spiritual, but a longing for spiritual. i was at the beach, and it didn't hit me like it usually does. i really want something to connect with right now. i swear i keep getting glimpses of something more, but it fades before i can grasp it. i donno
i've been having really disturbing and semi realistic dreams lately. i hope it isn't a sign. i have a ton of booze, and i am not sure that i will be able to hide it (keep it hidden) while i move in... i've had 4 dreams about getting caught with the booze, and its getting to me. plus the vodka leaked (only a little) on the drive home. now my room smells like raspberry body spray, grr.
oh, the trip, so much fun. puzzles and wine and beach and hiking and charmed. hehehe, it was great. 4 mile hike, go us! a bit much booze, more games, and the bestest friend ever. hurray for stress free vacation.
on another note, the masochistic streak does not apear to be slowing. i am seriously considering peircing...something. not sure yet. maybe a tongue? ah! i am driving me crazy. sleep is much nneeded. oh umm, more later. gonna sleep i promise
minorly manic,
tg
i've been having really disturbing and semi realistic dreams lately. i hope it isn't a sign. i have a ton of booze, and i am not sure that i will be able to hide it (keep it hidden) while i move in... i've had 4 dreams about getting caught with the booze, and its getting to me. plus the vodka leaked (only a little) on the drive home. now my room smells like raspberry body spray, grr.
oh, the trip, so much fun. puzzles and wine and beach and hiking and charmed. hehehe, it was great. 4 mile hike, go us! a bit much booze, more games, and the bestest friend ever. hurray for stress free vacation.
on another note, the masochistic streak does not apear to be slowing. i am seriously considering peircing...something. not sure yet. maybe a tongue? ah! i am driving me crazy. sleep is much nneeded. oh umm, more later. gonna sleep i promise
minorly manic,
tg