Aug 12, 2010 02:46
He's happy being single. He likes his new life. He doesn't want a relationship.
All things I was not expecting when I hugged and kissed him that last day in Sandusky.
I know that I was wrong when I believed we were just gonna struggle through until I was better and we were going to see how we felt about eachother when I came back..
I honestly didn't think much would change. I thought he'd feel bout me, how I feel bout him.
I'm glad he's happy. really I am.
and i'm glad we got all of this figured out, and that he's not dragging me into false hopes and filling me with lies..
Yeah. this is for the best. He needs this. Maybe I need this too.. This is ok.
This is ok...
This is ok..
I will be. Ok.