Aug 09, 2010 21:08
I'm begining to think. .after observing his actions and reactions for the past few weeks..
maybe this single life thing is going to his head.. maybe it's me.. I dunno.. but he's not him anymore..
He's heartless now. Or so it seems that way.
My grandmother died last night, and there's alot of family drama going on in there too.Nobody told us she passed.. I had to find out via facebook.
Josh was the first person i went to because I had just been talking to him.. Though, he had just vanished without even saying bye.. I've talked to prolly 4 people since I heard the news, and i've told them whats going on.. They all got the message.. and they all replied back with their respects and sympathies..
Is it selfish to expect that from Josh?
It's just a human thing.. He said we're friends, and that's how he thinks of me.. so, why wouldn't he say something about my loss.. or at least tell me something encouraging as a friend would normally do?
Maybe Josh has changed.. for the worse. ?
Just something to ponder.