Nov 12, 2005 13:30
This is toooo hard....
i have to let this go.....for the good of both of us...
he has soo much growing up to do...and i guess i do too
so if i know thats its the right thing to do....why cant i do it??
why am i soo scared...so sad?
this suckx!
he'll never come to appreciate me if i don't leave...he'll never change...never come to his senses...
but what if i leave and he doesnt care?
then i guess i didnt need him neway
why is this so hard? the answer is right in front of me...
i believe he really does care about me...but u know what they say...u never realize what u have until its gone...maybe i need to show him...
help guys...i really need help to do this...i need strength...i really do love him...its gonna kill me to let him go...but i know, in my heart, i have to....for me
damn