I THINK ALOT ON THE BUS CAN YOU TELL?
MARVEY!
I think initially i had her as something like 'rage and timidness'? But that just seems stupid now that i think about it, and I like the idea of Jace being more Rage prone cause I might tie him in with War but idk how well that would work since what i had planned for Marv but oh well i had this written down somewhere
YOU KNOW JACE SHOULD JUST BE THE GOD OF DICKS AND.....DICKS.
Totally.
Anyway, Marv, seriously.....So, her original idea was kinda silly and slapdash so I was thinking that instead she could just.....be an embodiment of opposites? Not like, fire and water or shit like that, something like 'hate and love' or 'quiet and noise' or 'sad and happy'-- more like feelings or a state of being that can't exist without a person and a perdicament?
Agh it doesn't even make sense now that i type it out but, but yeah its more the idea of 'can't have one without the other' but instead of something corny like lightness and darkness (because i am pretty sure nobody messes with that???) its more focused on emotions....kinda.
Okay so to attempt to make it make....more sense, its like when you LOVE SOMEONE, but then at some point down the line you might get PARANOID and then HURT and then JEALOUS and then ANGRY but you STILL LOVE THEM because its just you're head thats doing this to you, not anything that might have actually happened between you and this love of yours (though this may differ depending on the specific situation, for the sake of this example nothing WOULD have happened and its just a...natural course of emotion??? HAHA THATS TAKING A LEAP but it happens alot so there you go)
So basically she takes on this embodiment and kinda HATES IT THAT PEOPLE KEEP COMING TO HER WITH ALL THESE PROBLEMS. So what does she do? OH GEE, SHE CAN'T POSSIBLY GO AND HIDE HERSELF AWAY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS, WHY ON EARTH WOULD SHE DO THAT I MEAN EVERYONE ELSE SO FAR HAS W---
This is called Karina is stupid and likes making everyone miserable and antisocial.
But yeah eventually she hides away because, not only can she not figure out what people are EXPECTING OF HER, but she is still pretty bipolar and moody and miserable alot of the time because if this state of being and there isn't really a Godly shrink around now is there???
No.
There isn't.
Jace would do what he could but he kinda fails at all comforting ever and would rather just go and punch people in the face than have to comfort his sister no matter how much he loves her cause......Nothing he does really seems to do much anyway lolololol
wow okay sorry MSPA updated i lost this train of thought LOL WHATEVER