Lyrin's death, regrets and attempted suicide
Thought a bit about Lyrin the other day, not like I don't try to come up with excuses to make his life miserable all the time, but I was considering if he like...
somehow REGRETS losing so much of his body.
Was playing around with the idea that somehow Marciel takes a few of them to a militarised zone, probably for weapons or MRI's or some shit, and because the base would have obviously been destroyed, there might have been some kind of....like, electronic shut off.
NOTHING electronic would work withn like, probably a 100 metre radius. And as soon as Lyrin would step over that threshhold, he would pretty much PASS OUT cause so much of him would be electronic.
Actually, he might die? I never actually considered what would happen to him if all the technology stopped working. Alot of his minor organs have been replaced, but his brain is still pretty much organic, albeit with peices put in it, and he still has his heart and lungs. One eye is cybernetic though, so he'd have that problem, and the uplinks from his retinas down his face would malfunction, so the durability of his other eye isnt that guaranteed either. Intestines, definetly organic , and the only replacement muscles would most likely be in his remaining leg.
Man, honestly i would have to have gotten my arms taken out by like, mutant sentry robocrocs for me to do this shit.
Butffffjfklds yeah, was thinking about this, and he just SHUTS OFF and everyone flips shit and gets him AWAY FROM THE FREAKY MILITARY BASE WHAT IF IT KILLS US ALL OH GOD OH GOD Vis shut the fuck up seriously.
And then Lyrin would, probably be stuck in some kind of 'rebooting' mode, i assume...oh man, if he could like, HEAR everyone while he was rebooting gjkldsjgl FUCK YES i must do this, man on man i bet Jace would say some really horrible things, and even Marciel would have a word or two cause Lyrin is so totally PASSED OUT and if
oh man
OH MAN
IF HERI SAID SOMETHING gjfksdjgl his fucking heart would BREAK.
I have no idea if that would actually happen but man oh man oh man oh man that would be absolutely DELICIOUS. HNNGGHHHHHHHHHjgfdsjgl
He would finally start to regret what he's done to himself. OH FUCK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
He's just been SO DAMN SURE about what he's done, and everytime someone got up him about it, he'd just STEEL HIMSELF AND HIS RESOLVE so hard and he's just, so used that that he's never given himself the oppertunity to doubt his actions. But with people saying things about him like that, and not even in a negative way, but seriously going apeshit cause of all that technology....
fuck
YES.
JUST YES.
Oh god this makes the idea of his death even better.
But i bet he acts differently after that happens. Probably tries to be....less mechanical. Thats nearly impossible, i know, but i bet he tries to STOP being such a robot and just relaxes. I can see him finding like, an old rubix cube and spending all his time just playing with that. Even though he could solve it in no time flat, i bet he just tinkers around withit heaps. Just finds very small, little things to do and stops devoting all his time to hacking and numbers and mechanical peices.
...
......
shit man, i bet, i bet I BET he finally loses his shit over his family after that. Probably cries really hard one afternoon when everyone's buggered off to gt food or whatever, and just....probably finds some flower. Something as simple as a flower, for Lyra i bet. Even just a dandylion, cause those buggers grow anywhere.
And he finds it and there is this big graffiti wall of a bunch of people who died from the initial disaster, like....Battlestar Galactica style and he would just LOSE IT. FOR THE FIRST TIME. DELICIOUS EMOTIONS-- YOU DO HAVE THEM LYRIN, CRY HARDER.
fftftjjglfds and....shit. i am loving this I AM A BAD PERSON I LOVE IT HURRRRRRRRR
If Heri died, and then Lyrin did this.....man.
or even better Lyrin SUICIDE ATTEMPTS AND THEN HERI DIES AND THEN SOVENA SAYS YES jgkljdlsgdf HELLO ORIGONAL VERSE ASPECTS, NICE TO SEE YOU'VE SNUCK INTO SOME POST APOCALYPTIC ASSHATTERY
Aaahhh was thinking though, that after that shit happens, more or less anywhere from 3-6 weeks after his rebooting, cause he woudnt do this shit without having mulled it over in his head like a teenage emo kid and then had to suffer through some really awkward tention with the rest of the group-- HE GOES LOOKING FOR SOVENA cause he is a dumb fuck
And its actually a simple matter if hacking into the widest sonar array he could and then try to narrow it down to the area with the least amount of clarity. I BET HE KNEW HOW TO DO THIS THE WHOLE TIME who needs details not the people who are out there getting their shit fucked up all the time not these guys no siree.
fftfdjsfjlask but then i imagined this like
epic skyscraper climb and when he is like, 3/4ths of the way up he has this dream where he is COMPLETELY ORGANIC again but its really just Sovena fucking around with his dreams so they feel SUPER REAL AND INTENSE and he just gets hammered with all that regret again and fucking hates how he cant even feel anything with his hands anymore cause their both gone and how theres hardly anything left of him, and he's all thats left of his family and he thinks he's been a total disgrace by doing this to himself and he totally feels like his siblings and his parents would be so dissapointed in him for doing this and gjkdsjgkldf to the point where Lyrin wakes up crying lolololol i bet he even starts to hate how he coudn't like...feel Heri's face or something cause he doesn't have hands HNGGHHHHHHHH
and then by the time he gets to the top he is exhausted as fuck and he stands up to look over the city and Sovena would be like RIGHT THERE ALL UP IN HIS FACE wrapped around the scaffolding like a creeper.
And he just basically tells her YO SO LIKE I HEARD YOU FUCK UP BITCHES, I'M VOLUNTEERING
and Sovena's like "LOL Y U DO DAT, SILLY BITCH"
and lyrin probably spouts some retarded shit about being human and the end of the world and yadda yadda and Sovena just sits there bored not really knowing a thing he is sayng and pretty much tell him "LOL IDK WHAT YOU JUST SAID BUT IF I KILL YOU NOW AND YOU WANT IT THATS NO FUN DUH" and buggers off like the champ she is
AND THEN i bet this is the space of time where alot of characters die and then Lyrin is probably trying to wrap up some fatal wound on Marciel or Vinyl or someone but like fuck thats gonna work bitches are dead and Sovena just rocks up with "BTW changed my mind bro" and stabs him through the heart right then and there.
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEjgkjsdklgfd
i should not be enjoying this.