another morning
Last night was fun. i went out with some people i havent spent time with in a while. Its kinda funny though...I think they tried to set me up on a date. The girl was really nice (I knew her before anyway)but it just didnt feel right. Usually I can end up dating after relationships, but something about this felt wrong, like I was supposed to be somewhere else with someone else. I realize why she wanted to take a break now. In actuality I needed one too. I kinda took her for granted and did a lot of stupid things that didnt matter...like my fear of PDA's...I mean come on...how stupid is that. I realize now how much I actually did love her, I just hope that she will realize the same about me. I guess only time will tell now, and maybe a little bit of long needed romancing, lol.