sleep a dream of nightmares
This is definately hitting me harder than I thought it would or even should. Its been a while since I've felt like this...and I almost forgot what it was like. Sleep seems like a remote memory now to me. I've lost her completely. What scares me the most is the thought of me changing over time and not wanting her back eventually. I dont even know what to feel. As soon as I start leting my guard down again, it just gets shattered, like a hollow egg shell. I guess I'll just hold on to the hope of what she told me earlier today...She promised!!! I know shes the one for me...and apparently she does too, I guess I'll just have to wait this out...what else can I do?