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Last night was amazing. my boyfriend and I were texting til 1 AM--he had to go to get himeself ready for bed since his knee has been hurting bad since thursday. But he made me feel so much better from the stresses of my life... i just wish we could be together and my period didnt ruin things.
So yea today was butt awful
the same jackass from yesterday thought it fit to ruin today to. I gave her what she wnated. to conversed with her for a time. then i stopped cuz I was enthralled in my game where i was a hardcore farmer =3=. and she started her bitchiness again.
My boyfriend fixed his network on his computer so we got to IM each other again. But for some reason i took everything negative today. I wasnt half as interested in the things he told me as I usually am (totally not his fault and totally not me losing interest in him...just being weird). He tried to be loving and all i could do was gripe about being ugly and fat. He tried to ease me into everything will be ok later but i was admimant on "no my life sucks and ill never get what i want like everyone else"
His dad eventually took over computer and I started playing my game. He texted me a few times and was on a grand scale mission to fix his computer more. "Surgery" as he puts it.
So after hours of mindless farming and cinema entrepreneaurshiping (mr.smith would so kill me) i took a step back and thought about why toay was shitty
Frank,my love, wasnt any different
Jackass was still a jackass
best friend was still being best friend
and then it hit me with a sudden twinge of mild pain below my belly button
i am 80=90% sure my period is going to start soon =_= or next weekish
so first thing tomorrow im going to do...or even right now...is apologize for beign weird. and explain to him how my PMS is different
anyways... im off o explore flickr and drink milk (thats all ive done today...drink milk(
Love
Alex
So yea today was butt awful
the same jackass from yesterday thought it fit to ruin today to. I gave her what she wnated. to conversed with her for a time. then i stopped cuz I was enthralled in my game where i was a hardcore farmer =3=. and she started her bitchiness again.
My boyfriend fixed his network on his computer so we got to IM each other again. But for some reason i took everything negative today. I wasnt half as interested in the things he told me as I usually am (totally not his fault and totally not me losing interest in him...just being weird). He tried to be loving and all i could do was gripe about being ugly and fat. He tried to ease me into everything will be ok later but i was admimant on "no my life sucks and ill never get what i want like everyone else"
His dad eventually took over computer and I started playing my game. He texted me a few times and was on a grand scale mission to fix his computer more. "Surgery" as he puts it.
So after hours of mindless farming and cinema entrepreneaurshiping (mr.smith would so kill me) i took a step back and thought about why toay was shitty
Frank,my love, wasnt any different
Jackass was still a jackass
best friend was still being best friend
and then it hit me with a sudden twinge of mild pain below my belly button
i am 80=90% sure my period is going to start soon =_= or next weekish
so first thing tomorrow im going to do...or even right now...is apologize for beign weird. and explain to him how my PMS is different
anyways... im off o explore flickr and drink milk (thats all ive done today...drink milk(
Love
Alex