Ya know the great thing about love triangles, for every bit of happiness, theres a bit of sadness

[theactor]

A flicker of light shimmers across the stage, dancing wildly above the sweat stained floorboards slathered in paint, I smile and catch it slowly letting it twist and slide sensually along the tips of my fingers, holding within it the spark of laughter and the sting of tears, creation, new beginnings, the end of an era, can't help but breath it in, the taste is sweet and harsh and makes me eyes water, my lips move past the outermost reaches of my body, singing songs that make the soul smile, I'm untouchable, I am unshaken, I am the shy and loud man put back together before he is broken, The writers pen flows through my mind at break neck speed as talent and insurmountable mountains trail behind the mighty river of one who loves with the resolve of a man newly risen from the grave, and each breath, each step, each choice made can not be frowned upon but is looked upon as a child, fresh and with care, acknowledging the hope of a better tommorow, and not the pain that is sure to come, I am invincible, I stand aside god as master of the cosmos, an infinite number of paths not taken, with a backstage pass to the best of whats to come, I am the unsung mentor, the quiet tutor, the spiritual guide on your road to a 3 hour karma makeover, I cradle you, I sing you to sleep, and I remind you of all you have loved, hated, and lost, I am the Crayola drawing, drawn the way I am blurred smudged but infinetly recognisable, and with the exhale, it
is
wholly new, sharp, too sharp and I long for the dull edges of a cushiony room, an emotional and literary blanket that I can return to and sleep against the mother who has raised me. I star up at the sky wholly new and wholly black, and world seems somewhat colder in this place, more real, more sensory, but colder, and then
A flicker of light shimmers across the stage