Man, I haven't updated in a kajillion years, huh ( Read more... )

Today wasn't too bad, but I'm still worried about not being able to have children. Ah, well. Cest la vie. I'm seeing Cats tonight, so that should be a hoot and a half. I'm not sure if it's the hormones from the cyst or what, but everybody's been pissing me off. It's like.. Jackie or Christina say hi and I want to choke them.. hm. Hopefully this ( Read more... )

I miss Wes. Not the Wes y'all know.. this one is younger and lives in Hawaii. *sigh* .....wooooh. I wrote him but I don't know if he still lives at that address. I hope he gets it. Oi ( Read more... )

English final: was long and boring, lots of essays, hopefully I got a B ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. God.. I don't even know what's wrong. I feel fat. I feel alone. I feel like I'm betraying my best friend. I feel like I'm making a mistake... Jesus Christ. If I weren't totally over that phase of my life, I'd cut myself right now. But I won't. My stomach's twitching and it feels really weird. I think I've done something wrong but ( Read more... )