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I haven't been able to think of a single, stupid thing to say to anybody's face all day today, and I know everything was just part of a bloody curse, but bloody hell! I said some stupid, stupid, awful things. I know I did, because I remember.
Merlin, I am a complete and total arse.
But I do know that I really ought to say something, because this isn't the sort of thing where it's really easy to just forget that it's happened. I mean, I downright insulted the best people that I've got here. Or... No, no. The best people I've known. Period. At all.
I might as well have told Hermione to go and die! That's... It's not right at all!
So, just because I can't leave it hanging like that and I'm just going to keep running my mouth anyway, looks like, well. I'm sorry. I really am. Even if I was literally out of my mind, it pretty much makes me sick that I'd've said anything like that, and you all are the greatest people, and you know I don't think any less of you as people for any reason.
Ginny's probably the same. I know she is, but I can't say because my words- thoughts- aren't hers at all. I'm sure the opinions are similar, though.
So. Right. Sorry. Feel free to clobber me or something.
Merlin, I am a complete and total arse.
But I do know that I really ought to say something, because this isn't the sort of thing where it's really easy to just forget that it's happened. I mean, I downright insulted the best people that I've got here. Or... No, no. The best people I've known. Period. At all.
I might as well have told Hermione to go and die! That's... It's not right at all!
So, just because I can't leave it hanging like that and I'm just going to keep running my mouth anyway, looks like, well. I'm sorry. I really am. Even if I was literally out of my mind, it pretty much makes me sick that I'd've said anything like that, and you all are the greatest people, and you know I don't think any less of you as people for any reason.
Ginny's probably the same. I know she is, but I can't say because my words- thoughts- aren't hers at all. I'm sure the opinions are similar, though.
So. Right. Sorry. Feel free to clobber me or something.