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im back with a thought that always passes through my mind....will i ever find him...i mean HIM! you know that one guy i'll spend the rest of my life with...i mean...is he even looking for me...for really does he long to find me the same way i long to find him...im so pathetic..i need to be searching after God not some boy....im sorry God change my heart.....i want my husband to be strong in the lord.... really strong in him...i want him to love the lord more than he'll ever love me because if he doesnt ...its not goin to work out..i just hope i dont put him before God....i should even be searching for him because he's suppost to be searching for me.......it hard waiting...its really lonely..thank God that i have freakin awesome friends that i can hang out with..and that i have awesome parents that would do anything for me...i love it..God has truely blessed me...i love him....but im gonna head out...for real!...laters