May 09, 2006 13:58
candi's back....i just hope my best friend stays.....she deserves him..i mean i was thinking about it and she hasnt had the best life and she deserves someone who will treat her right and take care of her and do anything for her and forgive her when she screws up...i guess me and her arent friends anymore is because i've been soo jealous of her for soo long that i've built up a grudge toward her...i need to sit
her down and just talk to her.....i dont want her to get mad at me but i know that it is somethingt that i've got to do so....but anyway...kristin and cee jay are back together so..i guess thats good..i mean she's happy so... i guess that everything is okay....i just dont want to have to see her cry anymore.... i hate it...i dont like to see her like that..its not good..i just ..i wish i could just make everything go away but i cant ..im not God..thank