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ahhh this day has been so busy. i love being busy, but sometimes it scares me on days like today when it actually seems like i might have so much going on that i won't finish everything.
i had two classes today including an ap bio test i'm sure i bombed even after studying for ages yesterday with the big cock bruker (it was a mistake for kinsley to relate that fact to me right before we were sposed to go study...damn her)....then french (which always blows).
i went to lunch with the two kates (cornwell and elkin) at green bean for some veggie chili and watched kate cornwell pick ALL of the kidney beans out of her soup and put them on her tray. she told me she didn't like beans in her chili, yet i'm still unsure what kinds of chili DON'T have kidney beans in them...? anyway, it was weird. and i had a headache and felt a little sick off of all the cloves i've been smoking lately.
after that, i went to the art building to cry a little bit and listen to a pouty face mix kate made me full of death cab and elliot smith and the postal service and iron and wine and jason mraz. hurray. i've found that i have no emotions besides crying. all the time. by myself. anyway, i wrote down some ideas for trendwatch and watched the crew boys play football concealed in the academy foyer (evan daley have my babies).
apres ca, i remembered that i had a photo project due tomorrow. some crap about environmental portraits. i'm not sure i understand the project but whatever. after going to find kate ELKIN to complain about how manipulative her pouty face mix is, i called kate cornwell and convinced her to roll around in the leaves and hug some trees for me. she's a very pretty girl, but watching her through the camera lense i couldn't believe how innocent she still looks. she's lovely....but so petulant looking. it was bizarre. the sun was low, so it's probably going to take me FOREVER to print these pictures in the darkroom. alas.
as kate and i were walking towards swasey for the photos, this huge pick-up truck pulled up next to us screeching and honking and i thought the poor girl nearly passed out with the vapours. she's got a very fragile nature anyway and i was a little worried for her to meet jeremy and his gang of merry men. besides, from the look on her face i could only imagine how she was feeling about this encounter with crazy townies. it was charming.
jeremy and i went to me and ollie's for some coffee after i was done with the photo project and i wrote trendwatch with him (on a napkin), completely disregarding the notes i'd written down earlier. the things we came up with were absurd and the looks on the editors' faces when i brought them the "article" were kodak quality.
dinner is approaching and after that poster-making for pendulum. i'm the art editor...which somehow dually made it appropriate for me to take over publicity (even though we have a pr person who supposedly gets the word out about the fact that we're accepting submissions). whatever. davis offered to help me (fortunately) so we might hit the art building later to throw down.
and then homework and my california app (the deadline is NOVEMBER 30.DIE DIE DIE). i will not sleep tonight and i am broke so i will not be able to buy espresso tomorrow and i will not stay awake in class and my teachers will get angry at me and they will flunk me and i will have to leave this school and i won't go to college and i will become depressed and will live on the street.
and i will do yoga and breakdance on flattened cardboard boxes.
now, however, i'm going to go eat.
sleep tight, kiddies.
i had two classes today including an ap bio test i'm sure i bombed even after studying for ages yesterday with the big cock bruker (it was a mistake for kinsley to relate that fact to me right before we were sposed to go study...damn her)....then french (which always blows).
i went to lunch with the two kates (cornwell and elkin) at green bean for some veggie chili and watched kate cornwell pick ALL of the kidney beans out of her soup and put them on her tray. she told me she didn't like beans in her chili, yet i'm still unsure what kinds of chili DON'T have kidney beans in them...? anyway, it was weird. and i had a headache and felt a little sick off of all the cloves i've been smoking lately.
after that, i went to the art building to cry a little bit and listen to a pouty face mix kate made me full of death cab and elliot smith and the postal service and iron and wine and jason mraz. hurray. i've found that i have no emotions besides crying. all the time. by myself. anyway, i wrote down some ideas for trendwatch and watched the crew boys play football concealed in the academy foyer (evan daley have my babies).
apres ca, i remembered that i had a photo project due tomorrow. some crap about environmental portraits. i'm not sure i understand the project but whatever. after going to find kate ELKIN to complain about how manipulative her pouty face mix is, i called kate cornwell and convinced her to roll around in the leaves and hug some trees for me. she's a very pretty girl, but watching her through the camera lense i couldn't believe how innocent she still looks. she's lovely....but so petulant looking. it was bizarre. the sun was low, so it's probably going to take me FOREVER to print these pictures in the darkroom. alas.
as kate and i were walking towards swasey for the photos, this huge pick-up truck pulled up next to us screeching and honking and i thought the poor girl nearly passed out with the vapours. she's got a very fragile nature anyway and i was a little worried for her to meet jeremy and his gang of merry men. besides, from the look on her face i could only imagine how she was feeling about this encounter with crazy townies. it was charming.
jeremy and i went to me and ollie's for some coffee after i was done with the photo project and i wrote trendwatch with him (on a napkin), completely disregarding the notes i'd written down earlier. the things we came up with were absurd and the looks on the editors' faces when i brought them the "article" were kodak quality.
dinner is approaching and after that poster-making for pendulum. i'm the art editor...which somehow dually made it appropriate for me to take over publicity (even though we have a pr person who supposedly gets the word out about the fact that we're accepting submissions). whatever. davis offered to help me (fortunately) so we might hit the art building later to throw down.
and then homework and my california app (the deadline is NOVEMBER 30.DIE DIE DIE). i will not sleep tonight and i am broke so i will not be able to buy espresso tomorrow and i will not stay awake in class and my teachers will get angry at me and they will flunk me and i will have to leave this school and i won't go to college and i will become depressed and will live on the street.
and i will do yoga and breakdance on flattened cardboard boxes.
now, however, i'm going to go eat.
sleep tight, kiddies.