Sep 28, 2005 22:37
For anyone who has been wondering...
For anyone who feels I've been ignoring/avoiding them...
For anyone who actually cares...
I did not fall off the face of the earth. I am not dead.
I fell in, and I fell in deep. I let drugs and alcohol get the best of me. I had my last binge. My last binge almost killed me. I was on a roll. If I hadnt run out of "everything", I'd be dead for sure.
My drinking has always been a problem, and I always made a joke out of it. I know now that there was absolutely nothing to joke about. It was a very serious issue.
I'm not going to get too involved into this, I still have to admit to my family that alcohol was not my only addiction.
A few weeks in rehab really made me think. I found it possible to have fun and be sober.
With that...yea...I'm alive. I'm still here. Just know that my days of drinking/drugs are over.