if you didn't notice, you mean everything...

[the_shanster]

Even though i really love you,
i'm gonna smile because i deserve to
& it'll all get better in time.

i've done all i can, now its time to wait and see.
ready for things to get better, i'm so tired of being hurt, crying, feeling physically sick.
i deserve better. you said you would change, and instead you let me down like everyone else has.
i want to be with you, but i dont want to feel this way anymore.