Of fights and such
I had the worst fight with my father today. He got all heated up over nothing. Really, all I asked him was if he knew where my eyeliner sharpener was and he blew up in my face. telling me that I was careless with my things and stuff. I got really angry but I didn't say anything. I didn't want to piss him off any more cuz he's the only thing I have. My moms a dud. Dad's the only one I can confide in. I was really hurt and all that shit. Then I grabbed my DVD and turn to the Vid section and started playing Perfect really loud. I thought he would have gotten the message but instead he started bitching about how my music was too loud and he didn't hear his hand phone ringing. Three possible reasons why..
1. He's deaf
2. He's really stupid
3. He just doesn't give a fuck
I'm opting for the last one. What ever... I had to control my self really hard cuz most of the time he was bitching I wanted to smack him up side the head with my bass. It was really hard but I controlled my self. I was full on angsty mode when we got to my grans. (we had to get my cell that I left there) I hardly talked the whole thing through and I had my Emo face on the whole time. I feel like crying but I can't because I'm not like that.. LOL
My New Years Resoulution
1. Don't cry anymore
2. Get a song written out. And not just the lyrics
3. Fix up my family problems
4. Learn to play the drums
5. Brush up on my bass
6. Get through school
7. Don't fail anything
8. Don't get mugged
9. Don't get conned
10. Stop my shoplifting habit
11. Learn to swim.
12. Bake many Muffins
13. Not piss off anyone, namely my teachers
Thats about it... Er.. I'll write out more if I care...