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[the_revrend]

the feelings of uselessness, being unwanted, not needed. this is all apperent to me. for periods of time i forget about the feelings and just be. but i always am eventually interrupted frome my moments of happiness or content just to be reminded that im unwanted/undesireble. as a man i feel useless. like im wasting away and nobodey cares. i almost feel as if i have nothing to say anymore. like i cant talk to anyone. i feel not interesting to be with/around. i miss the way things used to be when people seemed to like me and me intrested in what i say and when i felt like i was a desirable person. i used to feel good and people used to act different with me. i feel like somewhere along the line i had done something that made people change the way they feel about me. i feel i am no longer an attractive person. pleas dont read this and think this its all about self pity. im not about that. for the past few days ive just been overcome with these feelings. i hope soon i can feel the way i once did. when i was wanted.

- the image of a glass man