drama

[the_revrend]

i cant take these fucking stupid fucking over dramaticizes guilt trips. its fucking bullshit that im not allowed to have a sense of humor the same in wich i use with my FRIENDS. all my other friends can take a fucking joke and they all have a sense of sarchasm as well. im tired of feeling like a piece of shit asshole even tho im there for you whenever you really need me just to get ridicueld for it later. remember when you dad whent to jail and you freaked out all fuckn night and who was there all fukn night till you whent to sleep? me! nobodey else was here tryin to calm you the fuck down it was me. and what the fuck do i get for it in return? you make fun of me and talk shit about "how i did it" sorry for fucking telling you to calm down the fuckin point was i was there so thank you for not giving a fuck soo much that all you could say to me for it is "all i wanted you to do was shut the fuck up". thank you for saying thank you in the first place. oh wait you never did. so then you have to mach me for asking you not to disrespect my house 100 fukn times. well, maybe if you would have seriousely acnowlaged that and sed "ok" or something instead of making jokes after each fukn time i sed it or asking a question you could just fucking sayn "ok" so then you have to personally attack me by making me feel like shit just for simply asking you to not disrespect my home. if you ask me anyone would want you to do the fucking same. im not a fucking asshole but i cannot be fucking pushed around like this for no fucking reason. i try as hard as i fucking can to be there for you and all you have to do to me in return is mach me and make me feel like shit just becaus im joking. its one thing to joke with someone but you then take that joke and make it a serious issue making me feel like shit for simply being myself and then you get pisst at me becaus im not in a good mood. how the fuck do you expect me to react. what the fuck did i do to you so bad that makes me deserve this huh? pleas tell my why the fuck you think im such a piece of shit? im no fucking saint but i know i dont deserve to feel like such shit all the time just for being myself. the same person i am to everyone else. give me a response that makes some sense ok and dont jst write something back to me talking shit pleas. this is how i feel rite now not some attack on your person...

-The Image of A Glass Man that once was