Jul 03, 2005 19:24
All I can ever do is think about how fucked up most of my friends are. Almost none of them are even real friends. There are a select few, but most are not. One of my so-called friends was trying to hone in on my action, which I knew the whole entire time I was with this guy I was getting the action from. I really dont give a damn about the guy being a piece of shit. Most guys are a piece of shit. Frinds are not supposed to be pieces of shit. They are supposed to be friends, plain and simple. I have never moved in on one of my friends action. I guess that makes me sound like a self-righteous bitch, but can any of my friends out there claim a single time I've done it to them? no, I bet none of you can. You wanna know why? I am not a piece of shit. I would not do that to somebody. I donot ditch my friends. I donot steal from my friends. I donot distract my friends boyfriends. I suppose a little revenge is in order, but I can't even do that now, because I have Chad. Doing the thing I wouold like to do would hurt Chad, because it would involve a lot of hurtful factors for everyone. I would like to hurt my so-called friends. I really would. But they will get their turn. Wait until it happens to you, you dumb fucking pieces of shit. We'll see how you fucking like it. This is to the person I am writing about: If you want him, you can have him. But I'm gonna beat your fucking ass. Not because I want him, but because you wanted him while I had him.