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Wahhh!!! I miss my Chadifer!!! But I suppopse some time apart will be good for us so that we can decide whether or not we want to date one another. I mean, i know he likes me and everything, and he has for a long time, but I just started liking him and i dont know how much I like him yet. I prolly wont know until I see him again in another month. I told him to feel free to sleep with other girls, and that i didnt care, but hopefully he doesn't. But... MIssy Reyes is in town and I know she wants Chad's balls, and I have no idea whether or not he considers her prettier than me. She is a pretty girl. I'll give her that. And she's nice, but I could tell she was jealous when she walked in on me and Chad. Chad told me that if I dont want him to see other girls than he wont, but I'm not going to tell him that he can't,even though he tells me I can't. I don't want to force him to like me. This is like a test. If i come back after a month and he hasnt touched anyone else, then he's definately boyfriend material. But if he's already screwed Missy, well...We'll have to see and find out. It doesnt hurt my feelings to think that he has messed with her, but it offends me to think he might have gone back on his word to me.