I Look So Gay
So - Ashley's dream is officially being a model. I feel so confused on how I should interpret that.
You have to understand - this girl has been raped & abused so many times, that she's in a desperate struggle to be physically accepted. She's beautiful, and its unfortunate she can't just see & know that, but look at her past. Dressing in skimpy outfits, being fucked by 10 different guys over a stretch of like 3 years. It's a cry to be wanted, and even though I've helped her realize that doesn't actually help - I honestly think the whole modeling aspiration is just that a step further. Instead of titties hanging out at school, they hang out on billboards in the middle of New York City.
And call me traditional - but that's why I've got such a problem with it. How are you gunna be a responsible mother & faithful wife, when your daily bread revolves around showcasing your body? Fuck elegance & class for a second - most men aren't looking at the clothing brand. They're looking at the parts the clothes acentuate. And that's wrong. I don't want to have a child with her so he can be looking through old scrapbooks one day and find his mommy half-naked on the cover of Vibe. Don't you think thats wrong?
Granted many women do it - but these women are generally cocaine-addicted, cheating, tabloid-junkies, etc. Tell me the last model you met that had a perfectly normal, established life and was honestly worth looking up to when the lights flashed off. Her other dream is being a lawyer...that would at least accomplish something sensibly.
What do you think?
