So, It has Been A Long Ass While...

Jul 12, 2005 22:56

So, I am sure everyone is just wetting themselves in anticipation to hear what I have to say. lmfao.

Lealors gradiation party was the beast yo. We were so fucked up, and if it wasn't fer me being so totally fucking paranoid, (I am almost positive that Rich's shite was laced with something) then I might have been a bit more straight. Cos, I am fucked up, but I have NEVER been that FUCKED UP. I was fucking SPAZZING. I swear to christ I was like fucking schizo, er something, I was seeing everything in someone elses perception like a "much older person." I had to keep telling myself, "Hey! I am still Jessica, and act like a fucking cockbag all the time!!!!" So, in all actuality, the whole night, I was fighting with my self mentally, that was why I was being so damned quiet, lmfao. And uh, I REALLY wanted to go for a walk.

Rich was a sexy mofo. Skawt was a beast. Melissa is nice, but different, not the type of person that I would normally go around, more like, the kind of person I go around just because they are a "friend of a friend." Fuck that. lol.

But, it has been a while since I posted so I will update fer all my little droogies. For one, I feel antisocial. But happy- er. I find myself only WANTING to talk to a very few people and if days go by if I was locked in a dungeon er something, alone, in the dark, with water, and lesions, it'd be cool, fuck, it'd be fucking awesome! I am tired of people. So stop calling me. (j/k.) derka derka. i dunno. werk werk. i been there alot. and i been at pac sun a lot, cos skate clothes rock hard, and so does skate boarding!!!

BAM!
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