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Cousin's Wedding = Me urinating in sink of Catholic church + Drinking + Convincing 81 year old grandfather to dance to "Ice Ice Baby" + more drinking + making jokes with my father about spiking the punch with LSD + breakdancing eight year olds + still more drinking + strange uncle with monolithic forehead + some drinking + I have a headache.
I am back in Santa Cruz for the first time since I decided to never come back to Santa Cruz. Staying with good pals. Playing Tony Hawk Pro Skater 3. Updating Livejournal for first time in month. Cold french fries. Yes. As far as I can tell I haven't really slept in the last three nights, despite the occasional aide of alcohol and drugs. Strange. I lay down and sleep seems alien and out of reach. Your whole life it seems so simple. You fall asleep, then you can't do it and it occurs to you that you never really knew how it worked in the first place. Maybe I'm just not good at it anymore.
weird weird things good bad good bad good bad good bad good bad Hey it'll be alright! DOOOOOOOOOM!!! I think I'm afraid of things and complications and those fucking pinions again! But you know, it's okay. I can tell. Because we are volcano children. Magma seeking itself through our thick stone overcoats. Yeah, it's okay. I'm happy. Yarrrr!
I am back in Santa Cruz for the first time since I decided to never come back to Santa Cruz. Staying with good pals. Playing Tony Hawk Pro Skater 3. Updating Livejournal for first time in month. Cold french fries. Yes. As far as I can tell I haven't really slept in the last three nights, despite the occasional aide of alcohol and drugs. Strange. I lay down and sleep seems alien and out of reach. Your whole life it seems so simple. You fall asleep, then you can't do it and it occurs to you that you never really knew how it worked in the first place. Maybe I'm just not good at it anymore.
weird weird things good bad good bad good bad good bad good bad Hey it'll be alright! DOOOOOOOOOM!!! I think I'm afraid of things and complications and those fucking pinions again! But you know, it's okay. I can tell. Because we are volcano children. Magma seeking itself through our thick stone overcoats. Yeah, it's okay. I'm happy. Yarrrr!