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Well last night/today was one of the worst ever! I mean I did have fun, I'm not gonna say I didn't. We went to Beale St. and that was fun. And I drunk a little...had some fun. Then we went outside, and I was spinning or something...and Jacklyn said I was tryin to get attention...and sometimes I get overly sensitive when I drink...and I felt like I was gonna cry, so I walked away from everyone. STUPID! I was so upset, I just kept walking...and I lost them. I freaked out! I tried to use someones phone, but I remembered Jacklyns didnt work, and I didnt know Joeys number.
I was so freaking scared...so I just kept on walking, and crying...and this guy was walkin beside me. I told him I was gonna walk to southern ave. He said I could use the phone at the marriott...so I sat in the lounge, with all these people staring at me. And he went to get me a phone, he said. Well he took forever...so I just left. I passed some resturant...and I was still freakin out like a crazy women...the manager was outside, and asked me what was wrong, I said I lost my friends, I dont know what Im gonna do. He let me use the phone...and I called Jarrod.
Biggest mistake of my entire life. Omg...well he did come and get me, and he was nice and all that shit...and he said he would take me home in the morning. Okay, well the morning came, and he acts like its this HUGE hassell. I said okay dont worry about it just give me the money u owe me, and I'll go. He went fucking insane...calling me all types of names. He said he wasnt paying shit...and thats the only reason I came over there was to get money out of him. what a load of shit.
Anyway...He drove me to Jonesboro, but called me names the entire time...then he drooped me off somewhere in jonesboro and told me to walk. He said we werent friends and he never wanted to hear from me again, and I was evil blah blah. So I said fine. And he said he wanted his key, which I didnt have on me...and I wouldnt give it to him anyway...because he still owes money for the fridge...so my dad is probably gonna go get it. He's such an asshole, I dont know what I ever saw in him. I dont see how I even loved someone like that. All he does is hurts me emotionally....thats all he knows how to do. And once he starts doing it, he doesnt even care...he just keeps on and keep on. I really hate him, and I want nothing at all to do with him ever.
Im soooo fucking sorry I called him. I just thought MAYBE just once he could help me out. I helped him out for over a year...He didnt have a job and car money...NOTHING. Fuck him.
I was so freaking scared...so I just kept on walking, and crying...and this guy was walkin beside me. I told him I was gonna walk to southern ave. He said I could use the phone at the marriott...so I sat in the lounge, with all these people staring at me. And he went to get me a phone, he said. Well he took forever...so I just left. I passed some resturant...and I was still freakin out like a crazy women...the manager was outside, and asked me what was wrong, I said I lost my friends, I dont know what Im gonna do. He let me use the phone...and I called Jarrod.
Biggest mistake of my entire life. Omg...well he did come and get me, and he was nice and all that shit...and he said he would take me home in the morning. Okay, well the morning came, and he acts like its this HUGE hassell. I said okay dont worry about it just give me the money u owe me, and I'll go. He went fucking insane...calling me all types of names. He said he wasnt paying shit...and thats the only reason I came over there was to get money out of him. what a load of shit.
Anyway...He drove me to Jonesboro, but called me names the entire time...then he drooped me off somewhere in jonesboro and told me to walk. He said we werent friends and he never wanted to hear from me again, and I was evil blah blah. So I said fine. And he said he wanted his key, which I didnt have on me...and I wouldnt give it to him anyway...because he still owes money for the fridge...so my dad is probably gonna go get it. He's such an asshole, I dont know what I ever saw in him. I dont see how I even loved someone like that. All he does is hurts me emotionally....thats all he knows how to do. And once he starts doing it, he doesnt even care...he just keeps on and keep on. I really hate him, and I want nothing at all to do with him ever.
Im soooo fucking sorry I called him. I just thought MAYBE just once he could help me out. I helped him out for over a year...He didnt have a job and car money...NOTHING. Fuck him.