That is strange...
Two mornings ago I had a dream that was obviously influenced by outside forces. I did not accept the contents of the dream (it was supposed to be a sex dream) but because I did not outright reject it the thing ended up as that I was asleep in the dream with something like that being the effect of the dream. It ended up having an effect on me when I woke up too. Yesturday morning I had a dream what was being influenced in the same way, but this time I flat out rejected it and searched for the source. There were at least two or three different sources working together to try to make it happen, but then they were linked back to something else. When I followed it back I found Girl A, but while our dreams were linked, she was not directing things the way they were going. Instead she had taken the form of a child and was sitting alone, nearly crying. I honestly don't know what to think about that, I have never seen her take that form before. Normally her forms are distinctly feminine and absolutely never showing that sort of weakness. When she saw me she reached over to hug me, and I resisted for a second mainly out of instinct. With what had proceeded that part of the dream, the intended sex dream, I really wasn't sure what to expect once I let her close. When I stopped resisting the small child held onto me and started crying. And that was it. I don't know what to think of that; her state, what was intended to be the form of the link, and the fact that I was the one they tried to use in that way. I didn't have any trouble the next day. This morning, using something that I learned from someone yesturday over LJ, I modified one of my defenses in order to try to stop the intrusion. It seemed to work, generally speaking. But it was obvious that the blocked attempt was still there the next morning. After following it back, I found Girl A in a much more normal form this time. Entering a dreamscape while contious did not allow me too much clarity into the surroundings, but she heald onto me and during that time most of the surroundings changed. Her intentions were much less "pure" than the previous morning, but she didn't try to push things or to gain any type of "satisfaction" either. I finished by trying to tell her that she was loved and to try to find a specific someone who would love her. Then I left and got up.
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I had a guy call me up this morning completely out of no-where asking about hiring me to work in a restaraunt cleaning dishes at a location that was a little ways away. He said that he was impressed by my resume that he found on a career site and that was the reason why he wanted to hire me. My resume has nothing on it about food service at all. He finished before hanging up by telling me to have a "magikal day". I am used to hearing the difference between the words "magical" and "magikal", so I know that he was using the second. That is weird, to say the least.
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Also, I miss having more friends and more active people around on FB, but so many of them have left or gotten silent since I was last on. I never went out specifically looking for friends, I just sort of found them. Oh well.
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I had a guy call me up this morning completely out of no-where asking about hiring me to work in a restaraunt cleaning dishes at a location that was a little ways away. He said that he was impressed by my resume that he found on a career site and that was the reason why he wanted to hire me. My resume has nothing on it about food service at all. He finished before hanging up by telling me to have a "magikal day". I am used to hearing the difference between the words "magical" and "magikal", so I know that he was using the second. That is weird, to say the least.
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Also, I miss having more friends and more active people around on FB, but so many of them have left or gotten silent since I was last on. I never went out specifically looking for friends, I just sort of found them. Oh well.