May 31, 2004 23:12
So yeah, to recap, I hurt my hands, they are getting better, started back at meijer (which sucks), and put in my two weeks notice @ meijer, went to Jamie's and left too many voicemails as The Cool.
Hope everyone's having fun doin' what they're doin, cause I'm still waiting for the fun part to begin...not that I don't mind biding my time working at Meijer and playing Halo or watching the Pistons win.
Well, I guess I'll talk about the subject of the hour, the Cool's appearance/feel coppage at Jamie's. I am sorry to anyone I offended, sorry to Kristen and Evan for possibly making a bad impression, and sorry to Jamie for accidentally placing my hand in the no-no zone. Well the no-no zone for ME, that is...haha...Kenny knows what I mean.
Anyway, apparently the Cool is Mr. Popular, but I'm considering never doing that again, that is abstaining for an indeterminate amount of time...to stop throwing up and making a fool of myself.
"Do not join those who drink too much wine or gorge themselves on meat, for drunkards and gluttons become poor, and drowsiness clothes them in rags."
-Proverbs 23, 19-21.
So for now my decision is made.
And camp counseling starts up soon. I hope that goes well for me. Not much lately has. I feel terrible for last friday, anf though everyone does it, I really regret it. I like to think of myself as having more self-control than that, and would like to have my self-respect and that of others back.
I can't wait for summer to be over as terrible as that sounds. I hate work. I really do HATE it. And I can't wait to see all my Central friends again. i can't wait for the freedom I have at school. I feel reined in. I can't wait until my time is my own again.
And I can't help feel as though I'm missing out.
Damn this long summer.
I need someone to share it with. And Dashboard Confessional just makes me want it more. ;)
I hope this post finds you in the best of puking "sprees?" and religious questionings.
-The Man
-The Myth
-The Melv
The Cool,
Josh Melvin