I know how you feel, really, I have so many fears myself and those few that really jump out and worry me.
I say that you are doing what you love and taking the best care of your skin possible, also taking into account that your family doesn't have a history of skin cancer, so it will be okay in that department. :)
It really is okay about getting older, maturing, I know how you feel so well there, though; so often I think about being four and enchanted by Beauty And The Beast and wanting to be a fairy, smiling a whole lot and more assertive, but on the bright side we have to learn so that we can set good examples for those younger than us and care for them as well as ourselves, and only grow stronger along the way while still having a great time, not losing the passion for imagination and all else that we had as kids. :)
I totally know how you feel about rejection; this is a fear that has driven me to develop OCD and I think that the best weapon against it is support and love for yourself. You are such a kind and beautiful person with skill and drive and if anyone should reject you, it really is their loss!
Aah the surfing sounds fun, I hope you had a nice time!
My God, Mary, you really know how to make me feel better. [tear] really, you are too kind. Thanks for all you said...And I feel a little comforted that someone understands...and I think you are so great, that thinking of you having OCD just tears at me...[sigh] Depression is just too much. [shrug] Love you much.
I say that you are doing what you love and taking the best care of your skin possible, also taking into account that your family doesn't have a history of skin cancer, so it will be okay in that department. :)
It really is okay about getting older, maturing, I know how you feel so well there, though; so often I think about being four and enchanted by Beauty And The Beast and wanting to be a fairy, smiling a whole lot and more assertive, but on the bright side we have to learn so that we can set good examples for those younger than us and care for them as well as ourselves, and only grow stronger along the way while still having a great time, not losing the passion for imagination and all else that we had as kids. :)
I totally know how you feel about rejection; this is a fear that has driven me to develop OCD and I think that the best weapon against it is support and love for yourself. You are such a kind and beautiful person with skill and drive and if anyone should reject you, it really is their loss!
Aah the surfing sounds fun, I hope you had a nice time!
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