Fear...
I have three worst fears that jump out so I can name them instantly. Getting old, getting skin cancer, and being rejected.
Firstly, I’m afraid of getting skin cancer because well, I’ve been an aquatic person for about 6 years, a swimmer and water polo player now. I mean, most of you might think that then I shouldn’t be afraid of the sun too much, but you see, so many team mates and people I know have gotten a bit of skin cancer so they have to remove some of their skin. My heritage is also not prone to getting skin cancer, but I get AWFUL sunburns, so I use SO much sunscreen.
Yeah, secondly, about getting old. I wish I were still a kid. I mean, I ask myself WHY I was in such a rush to grow up. Yeah, i know I'm ONLY 15, but still. I no longer have the innocence young children have, and I no longer see things the way they do. I still have imagination, because it is on of the most important things to me…But yeah. [shrug] I love the way little kids make up words and make perfect sense. Like my bro this morning: “I love jokers cuz they’re so laughalicious!” Haha. He’s 5…
I also am afraid of being rejected. By anyone, not just those I have crushes on. [shrug]
Yeah. Just felt like outlining my worst fears. Haha.
I think I’m going surfing with Nick, Aidan, Sara, Niki, and Tyler today. Should be fun.
Firstly, I’m afraid of getting skin cancer because well, I’ve been an aquatic person for about 6 years, a swimmer and water polo player now. I mean, most of you might think that then I shouldn’t be afraid of the sun too much, but you see, so many team mates and people I know have gotten a bit of skin cancer so they have to remove some of their skin. My heritage is also not prone to getting skin cancer, but I get AWFUL sunburns, so I use SO much sunscreen.
Yeah, secondly, about getting old. I wish I were still a kid. I mean, I ask myself WHY I was in such a rush to grow up. Yeah, i know I'm ONLY 15, but still. I no longer have the innocence young children have, and I no longer see things the way they do. I still have imagination, because it is on of the most important things to me…But yeah. [shrug] I love the way little kids make up words and make perfect sense. Like my bro this morning: “I love jokers cuz they’re so laughalicious!” Haha. He’s 5…
I also am afraid of being rejected. By anyone, not just those I have crushes on. [shrug]
Yeah. Just felt like outlining my worst fears. Haha.
I think I’m going surfing with Nick, Aidan, Sara, Niki, and Tyler today. Should be fun.