oi

[the_last_polka]

i hate when donnie tells me all these positive things and then fucks me over again.
i hate when i start to like someone and they don't call me or put forth any effort.

i hate when i think boys are different, or that things will be different this time.. when all i do is go after the same type of men that do the same type of things each time.

i want a good boy that wants to take me out and be with me.
take me to shows or parks or concerts or to dinner or even to a movie.

that wants to show me new things and experience things with me.

is it really all that hard to do.. i'm beginning to think so.

it makes me like.. mad sometimes to see good guys with bitchy ass gfs.
why do the bitches that treat boys like shit get good guys that deserve better?

the politics of life sometimes baffle me.

and trying to find a final monologue is pissing me the fuck off.

rawr.